What's New at Recovery from Mormonism

This section is for frequent visitors so they can find what has been updated since their last visit.

The stories added or new material added will be mentioned in this section every few months with most recent at top. This should save frequent visitors time in trying to find what is new.

If this is your first visit to the site, you may want to begin by reading the listing of stories or Short Topics (frequently updated).

What's New as of February 2010:

These are just some selected items.  Lots more at Short Topics and at the Bulletin Boards.

This is the most comprehensive mitochondrial DNA study of Mesoamericans published to date. Mormon601

Stick to the manual and stop thinking. Mormons instructed to not use outside sources, especially the Internet, when teaching from the lesson manuals.  Mormon598

Updated:  Mormon Church now spending more than $3.0 billion on a shopping mall in SLC.  They admit to spending $1 million per day on construction, while many hurting members are denied financial help Mormon403

Tales of Mormon Ward Clerks.  A good insight into the financial operations of the church.   Mormon593

Mormon Missionaries Often Experience Despicable Living Conditions   Mormon588

Apostle Dallin Oaks Has No Moral Authority to Lecture Anyone on Civil Rights  Mormon591

Apostle Holland misleads members with his Book of Mormon prop at general conference.  Mormon587     Apostle Oaks is now extolling the virtues of conditional love, particularly towards those who leave the church.

Mormon Apologetics:  "The Book of Abraham is not central to the restored gospel of Christ."  It has been a sacred book of scripture, which is now in the process of being discarded by the Mormon Church.  Mormon586  

Did you really believe secret hand shakes were required to get to the Celestial Kingdom?   Mormon580     Fear of phone calls after being called to being a Mormon leader?  Mormon578

Dallin Oaks, Mormon Apostle, tells members at the Easter Midwest conference, via satellite broadcast, that the church will not help them during these difficult economic times.    Mormon576.

A non-Mormon comments on a non-Temple Mormon Wedding.  Mormon573

Discussion and information on the Mormon temple and Big Love.  Mormon572

The production of the Mormon temple film used in the temple ritual.  Mormon570

Logical fallacies employed by Mormons.  Mormon566       Sorenson Molecular Genealogy Foundation - Book of Mormon and DNA  Mormon568

Billions of dollars in tithing and little for those in need.  Mormon565

Rough Stone Rolling author wants us to live a LIE!  Mormon563

Two examples of how Mormons treat family members who leave the organization.  Mormon560    A visit by the local Bishopric who verbally accost a young Mormon mother.    Mormon561

A short YouTube video in now online where the founder of exmormon.org talks about the creation of the site..  This clip is from a documentary made in 2003.  RfM interview

Two excellent discussions on Mormon missionary work.   1.  The cruel Japanese mission experiment under Groberg.  Mormon555                2A current Mormon missionary discovers the truth about the Mormon church.   Mormon556

The 2008 Exmormon Foundation conference talks are recorded and can be heard here Exmormon 2008 Reports

Women - Do not marry a man for love.  Marry one who can take you to the Celestial kingdom    Mormon552

The Church's method for determining truth    Mormon551

A visit to Sacrament Meeting after resigning from the church 5 years ago. Mormon547

The ability and the will to leave Mormonism is not due to intelligence only.  Overcoming fear and the willingness to believe in yourself are critical.  Mormon545

Vern Holly Maps show Joseph Smith used local names in New York and the surrounding area to produce the names and places in the Book of Mormon Mormon544

Mormons in denial about low activity rates. Mormon540

Video on the Mormon temple rituals.  Mormon533

The bizarre world of Mormon apologetics.  Mormon534

How to handle being shunned by Mormons after you leave.  Mormon532

Mormons in Arizona USA.  Is the view of Mormonism this negative everywhere?  Mormon529

Mormon Church attempts to gag the Internet over the "Church Handbook of Instructions Mormon528

June 2008  Depression wide spread in Utah.  ABCNews Story

The LDS Church on Its Actual Polygamous Beliefs and Practice.  More dishonesty from church leaders. Mormon527

Joseph Smith and Warren Jeffs: Two peas in the same polygamous pod.  Mormon526

Apr. 2008 - Mormon prophet wants former members to return.  Comments from former members Mormon524

Utah leads the nation again - this time in depression Mormon521 

The temple ceremony plays a significant role in helping people leave Mormonism Mormon523 

Older single adults:  Mormon510    Loud laughter:  Mormon511   Miracle of Forgiveness:  Mormon512

Internet apostasy hits Australia and New Zealand:  Mormon513     Mormons and the Lord's Prayer:  Mormon515

Did Ezra Taft Benson believe he was a prophet of God?  Mormon516   (Steve Benson's meetings with general authorities)

A personal account of the Second Anointing - a secret Mormon temple ordinance.    Mormon508

Did I really tolerate this as a Mormon?    Mormon509

Women write about their Mormon temple weddings.    Mormon507

What shocks Mormons and non-Mormons the most as they learn about Mormonism.    Mormon505

Re-read the Book of Mormon?  A response to a Mormon leader.    Mormon506

Non-Mormons excluded from weddings in the Mormon temples.    Mormon503

Does Mitt Romney have a casual relationship with truth?    Mormon502

Utah leads the nation in depression.   Mormon499      Related topic.  Be ye therefore perfect - and mentally ill.  Mormon500

Book of Mormon Change:  Lamanites are not the Principal Ancestors of the American Indians.   Mormon492

Story 127   has now been published as a full length book.

Stages of Post-Mormonism and Brain Re-Formatting  Mormon497

Why are Mormons afraid to discuss the issues?  Mormon498

Are Ex-Mormons bitter?  Mormon494

October 2007 general conference.  Relief Society's president gives a talk exhorting women to revert to the 1950's.  Have lots of children.  Be a homemaker.  Must read.   Mormon486

A 9 year old girl asks her mother why can't she have the priesthood.  Mormon488

The Mormon Church keeps its members in isolation.  Mormon485

Is Relief Society relevant and the lack of role models for Mormon women .  Mormon484

A translated document from Brazil used by Mormon missionaries in the 1970's.  This training system was used by the Mormon missionaries prior to 1978.  This demonstrates the ugly racist past of Mormonism.  Mormon480

The special testimonies of Mormon General Authorities .  Mormon481

A great story of a family recently accepting the fact that the Mormon Church is not what it claims and rescuing their son from his mission.  Mormon479  Must Read

More on Mormon missionary abuse:  Missionary’s food and personal hygiene budget reduced to $130/mo or $4 per day in the USA.  Mormon477

Church extortion.  Father had to pay $4000 in back tithing to attend daughter’s wedding in the temple.  Mormon475 

Older Mormons deny having made motions to slit their throat in the Mormon Temple prior to 1990.   Mormon474 

Mountain Meadows Massacre  Mormon472    The Handcart Myth  Mormon473  (May 2007)  

As cucumbers now are, pickles once were; as pickles now are, cucumbers may become.  An inane talk given at the April 2007 General Conference.    Mormon471  (Apr 2007)

“Post Mormon” Parallels; Emotional Knowing and the Evolution of Religious Organisms.  Mormon470  (Apr 2007) 

BYU Magazine: “You are asking the wrong questions”.  Mormon469  (Apr 2007) 

Gordon B. Hinckley at April 2007 conference tells men that, “wives are their most valuable possession”.  Mormon468  (Apr 2007) 

People like us were never expected to leave the church.  Mormon467  (mar 2007) 

Mormon Church public financial statement in Canada.  .  Mormon466    (mar 2007) 

New ex-Mormons and their feelings of having been lied to by the church.  Mormon457. 

More on Mormon apologetics and the credibility of Daniel Peterson of BYU.  Mormon458. 

General Authority admits church growth is stagnating.  Mormon459

L. Tom Perry and how Mormon bishops and stake presidents are called.  Mormon461

Who really runs the Mormon Church, the prophet or the board of directors?  Mormon463

Mormonism is an all or nothing religion.  Mormon464

Bruce R. McConkie – ‘Mormon Doctrine’ and his final testimony.  Mormon465

Previously announced items and index to more stories and topics:

Listen to the recorded Exmormon Foundation Conference (Oct. 2006 and 2007): exmormonfoundation.org 2006ConferenceReport

Mormons are unaware Joseph Smith used a seer stone in a hat.  Mormon456. 

The courage to set boundaries.  Mormon452.  Advice to single moms from the Mormon church.  Mormon453

Should Joseph Smith be judged by present-day standards?  Mormon451

Letters from Mormons Part 15:  Letters 15

Is Mormonism a loyalty cult?  Mormon450

BYU fires professor for expressing his opinion:  Mormon449

Marital Conflict and Post-Mormonism:  Mormon448

Bob McCue – The Edmonton Sun Spirituality Series: Why We Believe  (85 pages.  Excellent reading.)

Hanging Out – The New Sin:  Mormon447

The Sabbath and Mormonism by Tal Bachman:  Mormon445

Dallin Oaks’ defends Joseph Smith and the destruction of the Nauvoo Expositor:  Mormon442

Excellent summary on Mormon apologetics:  Mormon441

DNA and the Book of Mormon in the LA Times Feb. 2006:  Mormon440

Mormon Belief Interferes with Rational Decision Making: Mormon439   (This is short and a must read to understand Mormonism.)

A Mormon apologist writes about RfM with comments by Bob McCue?: Mormon438   

What happened to Heavenly Mother?: Mormon437   

Six members of a family, three generations, post their individual experiences in leaving Mormonism: whylft152

10 Years of RfM: Mormon435   

Utah again leads the nation in bankruptcies in 2005:  Mormon356

Stories from Inside the Church Office Building: Mormon436

Five short stories compiled in: whylft151   

Short Topics is now updated with: 395 More Mormon Missionary Abuse , 396 GAs Clarifying Mormon Doctrine

Audio files of the Ex-Mormon conference now available for listening.  Offsite at: ExmormonFoundation.org

Short Topics is now updated with 431 More on Mormon Missionary Abuse III  Read how the Mormon Church abuses its missionaries.  433 Newsweek Article on the Mormon Church

Short Topics is now updated with:  415 Sonia Johnson's Speech "Patriarchal Panic..." , 416 How Has Leaving Mormonism Changed You Emotionally?,  414 Mormonism, the Death Cult ,  264  Unquestioning Obedience , 418 Steve Benson: "Good-bye to God": My public testament to leaving Mormonism... , 419 Looking Inside the Mind of Ezra Taft Benson Through His Personal Correspondence , 420 Benson: Post-Manifesto Polygamy - Pathetic Response of Two Mormon Apostles to Quinn’s Expose’ ; 424 Benson:  Mormon Handcarts 1800's and the Cruelty of Brigham Young  and more!!

The Mormon Church is not the fastest growing religion despite its claims.  Read recent major news stories and comments:  Mormon411

Short Topics is now updated with:  412 Southerton Comments on His Church Court,  406 Southerton Church Court Announced - DNA and the Book of Mormon ,  407 Benson - What do Mormon Leaders Really Know?  408 The Death of Parley P. Pratt  399 Sorenson, Smelting, Tapirs and Misleading Documentation , 402 A Black Convert Family Just Discovers the Truth of Mormonism's Racist Past  403 Jesus Needs $1 Billion for a Shopping Mall  404 Mormon Missionaries and Immigration Fraud

Letters from Mormons.  July 2005

Pictures of some the posters on the bulletin board (off-site independent):  Pictures

Short Topics is now updated with: 395 More Mormon Missionary Abuse , 396 GAs Clarifying Mormon Doctrine , 397 What is the Harm of Mormonism?  398 Another Look at Mormon Apologists , plus more to come.  

Child Molesters in the Mormon Church Jan 2005  How inspired are these callings?  Mormon384

Larry King Interview Dec 2004  What did the prophet say to the world?  Mormon381

Family Members Excluded from Mormon Weddings. This is a cruel doctrine.  Mormon382

Mormon Apologetics Learn about their tactics  Mormon376

Mormon Leader Caught Lying about Murderer Mark Hacking.  Read the article  Mormon360

July 2004 - DNA and the Book of Mormon.  Read the article in the USA Today.  The story that Dr. Simon Southerton submitted to us as to why he left Mormonism due to DNA evidence is at whyleft125.htm

Short Topics see also new feature: Organized by Topic Continuously updated topics from the bb and other sources.  Updated weekly.  Now over 400 topics.  Many are quite long and detailed.  Click on a few and begin a visit to the world of Mormonism by those who have lived it.    Some interesting recent news about the Mormon church in short topics:  #356 Utah Leads the Nation in Bankruptcies  

The Exmormon Foundation   The Foundation is growing and becoming more active. Take a look.  You may wish to join.

Here is an excellent video on the Mountains Meadows Massacre.  It is by an independent film producer:  buryingthepast.com  This is off-site, but highly recommended.

Mormon History Quiz   Try it out and send suggestions and questionsNow up to Terrestrial level. 

Story #150    This is their story. The five of them.  They found each other through the bulletin board at exmormon.org and exchanged emails and later met in person regularly. The author writes, "...there were more students at BYU who wanted to meet others like us, and a “Recovery from Mormonism” club is exactly what we would become."

Story #149   Mormon Institute of Religion Director relates why he and his family have recently resigned from the Mormon Church.   A well written personal account of many years of full time devotion to the Mormon Church.

Saltlaketribune03.pdf  An Associated Press Article about Recovery from Mormonism.  

Mormon Women, Prozac® and Therapy   A professional account of Mormon women and depression  It is a part of the  Topics - #197.

Journey to the Center of My Soul  A full length book recently renamed a Mormon Odyssey!!  This is a remarkable journey about a lifetime of Mormonism.  It is written by two former temple workers and their experiences as Mormons and raising a Mormon family.  It totals more than 250 pages in length.  It is divided into sections of 3 chapters each for ease of viewing.

Mary Ann Benson  A well written story which she entitles, "From Mormon Patriarchy to Personal Peace: How I Came to Leave--and Live."  It is a part of the  Topics - #146.

1993 - Meetings with Maxwell, Oaks and Benson  This is a fascinating story of the grandson of the Prophet attempting to get answers to questions about the church directly from the General AuthoritiesIt is a part of the Short Topics - #115.

The Double-Bind  This is a well written book about recovering from the Mormon experience.  It is now available on exmormon.org.   It was given to us by the author.       

Letters from Mormons pt13 More letters from Mormons.           

New Book of Abraham Documentary  This film (Aug. 2002) has been released and has been shown in Orem, Salt Lake City, and Ogden  The film is historically accurate and well done.  DVD and VHS copies can be purchased.    See http://www.bookofabraham.info for details

 

                 Biographies   40+ Biographies from the Biography bb

 

Letters from non-Mormons   11 short stories or letters

 

 

Biography and Story board   This new bulletin board is for the sharing of longer stories and biographies.

Story 148  (also on new bb) The author writes, "Let me say in all solemnity that hopefully some day, the term apostate will come to connote those who actually find the wisdom to think for themselves and question the pronouncements of any who would purport to speak for God."

 

More letters from Mormons  Just a few more letters from Mormons visiting this site

 

Story 143   This is a short story of a young man who grew up in Mormonism and his relationship with his parents.   Their lives and relationships improved after they left the church.

Story 144   A story of a man growing up inArizona and his struggles with leaving Mormonism and his alcoholism.

Story 145   This is a story of yet another young man and why he left the Mormon church.   He states the problems with Blacks being unable to obtain the priesthood until 1978 as being a primary reason for his leaving. 

Story 146   The author quotes extensively from the journal he kept as he started his Mormon mission in 1997. He discusses his moving away from Mormonism. This could be of interest to those who are curious about Mormon missions. 

Story 57 updated   This is an updated story of life at BYU and life after BYU. The author answers questions he is frequently is asked now that he no longer believes in Mormonism. 

Mormon Letters pt 11   June 2001 update of letters from Mormons.  Part 11 of a series.

Story 147   He began to have doubts many years ago and was troubled by the Old Testament and the lack of reasonable answers from LDS leaders. He also writes, "The most important thing is to cherish the moment, brief as it may be, and live so that our legacy can inspire others to carry the torch a little further."  

 

Jack and Lucky Epilogue A portion of a semi-autobiographical novel which deals with an individual's movement out of Mormonism and into the great, wide world. (offsite)

 

Mormon Letters   This is a popular section of exmormon.org - letters from Mormons. This is a recent update

Story 140   This story is entitled "From Delusion to Reality". This story holds personal interest to me as this individual was baptized one month after I was in 1972 at the same small branch in Michigan. Includes documentation and recommended books to read. 14 pgs

Story 141   The author of this story is a 40 year old female. She is from a 5 generation Mormon family. She writes, referring to this web site, "As each story may be different, it leads us all down the same path of freedom without fear and judgement". 9 pgs

Story 142   This is an article from Australia and written by a former Mormon entitled, "The Rise and Fall of the Mormon Church". It contains extensive quotes from major publications and statistics. 20 pgs

 

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Story 127   Jack has written a book with an extended version of this story and his thoughts on Mormonism titled: The Mormon Cult: A Former Missionary Reveals the Secrets of Mormon Mind Control.".   Click on the story to get the details.

Story 128   This is a short story by a man who wishes he could still believe in Mormonism.

Story 129   This young man, now only 22 years old, writes about his missionary experiences and how his disbelief occurred during his 2 yr Mormon mission. 

Story 130  He writes, "I was in the 'one true church' for 29 years. From the time I was 11 until I was almost 40'.  A short story with a surprise ending.

Story 131  "While asking me to be honest, loyal, obedient, and to give time and tithing, church policy is that the only Mormon history told should be a so-called "faith promoting"... To me the existence of this policy is in itself, alone, a violation of my trust. (Documentation.)

Story 132   Dr. Jazz, who has been active on our bulletin board, now has his story here.  His wife is still a believer in Mormonism.  He writes about his research and discusses depression.

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A lengthy exit letter (offsite) - Originally posted to the bulletin board, this letter contains a lengthy attachment detailing some of the problems with Mormonism.

 

Story 126 (offsite) - The author, a university professor, compares science with religion. When he discovered portions of Mormon history he was previously unaware of as well as mountains of evidence against the Book of Mormon he lost his Mormon family.

Story 125 - The author, a former Bishop, is a research scientist working in the field of plant molecular biology. He writes, "In the last decade scientists from several research groups had tested the mitochondrial DNA of over 2000 American Indians from about a hundred tribes scattered over the length of the Americas..."  This well written story has devastating evidence, using DNA research, to lay waste to Mormonism's claim that early Americans were of Jewish ancestry or were even partially Jewish.   

Story 122 - This story #122 and Story 123 are from a couple, the convert wife and the husband who was a lifetime member.  These are well written and lengthy.    Fascinating perspectives from two different points of view within the same family.   Get ready for some good reading.

Story 124 - She almost joined Mormonism as her husband is a Mormon.  She found information on the Internet which confirmed her suspicions.  She entitles her story "Why I left before I even joined". 

 

Tell a friend about exmormon.org - a fast and easy way to send a friend or family member an email of this site's URL.

Two offsite stories - Story 120 - Story 121

Mormon Letters pt 9 - Some recent letters from Mormons commenting on this site. 19 Feb, 2000.

Story 115 - "I joined the church April 24, 1971 while serving in the Air Force in Thailand. My soon to be wife, a native of Thailand, had been converted a year earlier. She was instrumental in my meeting the missionaries and in my subsequent conversion." (extensive documentation included). 

Story 116 - Another story from the UK. "Many principles taught are good, but it doesn't make Mormonism true, just a belief system that suits some, but not me."

Story 117 - "I was raised a sixth-generation Mormon, one of the Saturday's warriors. 'Who are these children coming down, coming down...' "

Story 118 - "When I was a [Mormon] teenager, I also had dreams of having 7 seven children. All I had ever heard of motherhood was that it was the "MOST REWARDING" experience of a lifetime and how "BLESSED" I would be..."

Story 119 - "I was a "good Mormon". I had eight children, was Primary President twice, in the Relief Society Presidency, and held many other positions."

 

 

 

Story 114   Took three days to leave after 18 years as a Mormon - when we left we were temple recommend carriers with tithing paid in advance! Story is from the UK.

Story 113   After the Second Fall: A Personal Journey toward Ethnic Mormonism by David G. Pace. This was originally a talk given at The Sunday Gathering, 21 August, 1994 at the First Unitarian Church in Salt Lake City. It was later printed in Dialogue, A Journal of Mormon Thought, Spring, 1998.

Story 112   "To teach young children, even indirectly, that unless they feel and believe certain things, they will be separated from their families for all of eternity seems to me now to be a kind of emotional blackmail. It plays heavily on a child's fear of abandonment. In Mormon theology, faith and family cannot be separated". 28 pages. Excellent article on childhood development and includes bibliography.

Story 107 Eric's note: There was an accidental duplicate in numbers. This is the "real" story #107 from Kristen who has been active with our ex-Mormon group.

Story 56 updated Eric's note: Sandy, the author, has updated her story which was originally written two years ago. Mormon Women and Depression

July 1999

Story 111 "I am a twenty-year-old student at the University of Washington. This will be the story of why I left the Mormon Church."

Story 110 "I am happier now than I ever have been in my life. For the first time, I believe that women are important."

Story 109 A seventh generation Mormon, descended from Pioneers from Norway and Sweden.

Letters from Mormons 8 This is a popular section.

Story 108 Discovering the fallacies of the Mormon church is easy if one has an open mind

 

June 1999

Story 107 - A young woman who is active with our ex-Mormon groups writes about her experiences.

April 1999

Letters from Mormons pt 7. - An assortment of recent letters from Mormons. 9 pgs

Story 106 - A woman writes about feeling inferior in the church.

March 1999

A Man's Journey - This is an incredible collection of posts by "Frodo", who recently passed away from cancer. His last post was only 1 week before he died. This is an insightful look at a man's journey with life and religion. Highly recommended. 18 pgs

A Talk for Newbies - This is the outline of the talk I [Eric K.] gave in Las Vegas at the X'99 conference Feb. 27th, 1999. This is for those newly leaving Mormonism. 10 pgs

A Recent Exit Letter - This is another excellent, IMHO, exit letter to a Mormon Bishop. It is longer than most exit letters need to be, but it outlines his disbelief well. 5 pgs

Friendly letters pt. 8 - An assortment of kind letters I have received at this site. 8 pgs

February 1999

Story #78 - Yet another story on sexual abuse in Mormonism. This is a problem the brethren are no longer able to keep quiet. [Replaces previous #78]

Story #105 - She was an active Mormon and became a Mormon Fundamentalist as she was 'bored' with mainstream Mormonism. Chronicles abuse in a fundamentalist Mormon group. She has published several books on Mormonism. [Christian story]

Story #104 - He chronicles the influence the church had on major and minor decisions in life.

Story #103 - He wrote an epistle to the ward members in which he asked 21 fairly innocuous questions. - 12 pages

Story #102 - A convert to the church. He writes about his "escape" from his mission.

Story #99 - She was a convert to Mormonism after some family members joined Mormonism.

Story #100 - He was a convert at 18, served a mission and left the church at age 25.

Story #101 - He is a recent ex-Mormon - just left Mormonism a few weeks ago as of this posting. [non-Christian]

Friendly letters pt 7 - Some friendly letters

October 1998

Songs of Zion - There are 18 heart rending songs - some slightly modified from the work of the original artists - by our ever talented MaKolob. This includes such hits as "Crazed was the Man" and "Achy Breaky Church". 18 songs.

September 1998

Story #97 - A story from England. It shows the attitudes of many Mormons cross cultures and countries. 5 pages

Story #98 - A 25 year old male writes about his leaving Mormonism. 6 pages

Letters from Mormons pt 5 Some current letters from Mormons 6 pages

A temple story A story involving the Mormon temple before the 1990 changes in the ceremony. 4 pages

Mormon history series first five of 12 parts. I recommend starting with part 2.
[Part 1 ] [Part 2 ] [Part 3 ] [Part 4 ] [Part 5 ]

Here are in my humble opinion some interesting posts from the bulletin board.
It is never enough
Book of Mormon Origin
A Mother's depression
European missions
A bishop's reply to an exit letter
A funny account of a mission call
Almost a convert
The 1st Presidency - A poem
Line upon line

August 1998

Story #95 - - This contains two stories from young women who in their late teens or early 20s left Mormonism . 7 pages.

Story #96 - - This story contains an account of going to a Priesthood Executive Committee meeting and proclaiming disbelief. Also contains an exit letter. 9 pages.

June 1998

Story #93 - - This contains two stories from women who left Mormonism at relatively young ages. One talks about the Priesthood abuse of her father and the other of her young years in Mormonism and her rebellion to the religion. 8 pages.

Story #92 - - A man writes a detailed letter to his family explaining why he no longer believes in Mormonism. His parents reacted favorably to his letter. This is the actual private letter. 11 pages.

Story #91 - - Three stories. A young man and young woman in their twenties write about their experiences. A woman, who now has grown children and who had served a mission, reflects on her association with Mormonism. These three have a common theme. 10 pages.

Story #90 - - Two short stories. One on spiritual abuse - the demands on time made by the LDS church. The other is entitled "Raised a Mormon in Utah" 7 pages.

Story #89 - - The author writes about his mission in Norway from 1974-1976 and about being abused by a youth leader (seminary teacher) in the Mormon church. 8 pages.

Mormonisms - - These are some silly excerpts and stories from bulletin board on Mormon life. These will give a lot of flashbacks for you older ex-Mormons. :)

European Missions - - These are some excerpts from the Bulletin Board on this subject.

Story #88 - - The authors writes, "An autobiographical treatise on the relationship between the patriarchal system, sexual and spiritual/ecclesiastical abuse in my life". This was originally written for the Mormon Alliance for the 1998 edition. The author graciously offered the story to this site. 14 pages.

May 1998

Mormon History - A Chronology - This is one of the best pieces on the site IMHO. A great contribution from an individual who put hundreds of hours into it. Note: over 200K - will take 30 seconds or more to load. It is well worth a look and to save.

Story #87 - - This story is entitled, "Integrity to Self Brings Peace". This is a well written account of experiencing many facets of Mormonism including a mission to Japan. 28 pages

Story #86 - - An account of a Mormon life. The Mormon church does not teach its members how to deal with real life problems.

April 1998

Story #85 - - He writes, "Many in the church are made unhappy when pressured to believe what they can't because of their ability to observe and reason. This ability should be admired, but instead it becomes a curse..." 19 pages

A new Bulletin Board is now up and running as of April 4th. The previous board had too many visitors and exceeded the limit of the server. Lots of great discussions on the board. Take a look.

Story #84 - - This very moving story demonstrates how Mormons will withdraw their love and contact from family members who no longer believe in Mormonism.

March 1998

Story #83 - - A young woman from a long line of Mormons, BYU and outgrowing a religious belief.

Story #81 - - A convert who recently left writes, "Love is without conditions, expectations and ulterior motives."

Story #82 - - A couple in Utah who left the Mormon church and are now Christians.

February 1998

Story #80 - - A warning to those thinking of joining Mormonism by one who has been a member. brief

Patriarchal blessings are being shared by members of the newsgroup. This is a large part of the Mormon culture. Mormons will try to conduct their lives to fulfill these blessings. | Blessing 1 | Blessing 2 | Blessing 3 | Blessing 4 | Blessing 5 | Blessing 6 | Blessing 7 | Blessing 8 | Blessing 9 | Blessing 10 | Blessing 11 |

Letters #6 - - Friendly letters sent to this site. Includes short stories not listed elsewhere

Topics 6 - - Snippets from our newsgroups. Does the Church ruin lives? On being "Ruined", Mormon Christmas message Dec. 1997, Anti-Mormon, Temple Stuff, Sexism among missionaries

Letters #5 - - Friendly letters sent to this site. Includes short stories not listed elsewhere

January 1998

Story #79 - - A man discusses his life and experiences in the Mormon church and entitles his story, "A Twenty Year Journey to Enlightenment" 17pgs

Story #78 - - A highly documented 15 page letter a woman recently (Jan. 1998) submitted to her Bishop as her exit letter.

Story #77 - - A husband and wife recently leave Mormonism (Jan. 1998) Both served missions and held many callings over the years. A well written account involving Sunstone symposiums and other events.

Topics 5 - - Snippets from our e-mail newsgroup. Turned in for having a Jewish prayer book at BYU. The Ballad of Paul H. Dunn - humor. A little about Emma Smith by an RLDS member. Mormon Church and the Internet . A story - Losing my Mormon Religion. How much did the gold plates weigh?. Thomas Paine

Story #71 - - Two stories. A young woman writes about her accounts as a female student at BYU. The 2nd story is entitled, "Almost an ex-Mormon"

Topics 4 - - Snippets from our e-mail newsgroup. Memetics and Mormonism. Women and Early Mormon Priesthood. Sources of Smith's Beliefs. Learning to Trust Ourselves

Life after Mormonism - - Some short comments and future letters on this subject to be appended here.

Mormon Temple Experiences - - Stories of temple visits. Marriages, endowments and temple clothing. Updated 1/16/98.

December 1997

Women and Mormonism This is a new web site. This site specifically for women.

Topics 3 - - Snippets from our e-mail newsgroup. Not letting go of Mormonism. A woman giving up dreams as written by her father. Mormon Royalty

Our 2nd Annual Ex-Mormon gathering will be in Las Vegas the last weekend of February 1998. Click for details.

Story #76 Spousal Abuse - - "What happens when you have raised your children in this belief system...how do you put the brakes on and say, 'Hey kids, I was wrong?' What happens to you emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and physically when you discover that your life has been based on a lie?"

Topics 2 - - Snippets from our e-mail newsgroup. Invasion of privacy, Priesthood abuse, Baseball baptisms of the 1960s in Europe, Teaching Blacks prior to 1978 in South America and Follow the Brethren.

Topics 1 - - Snippets from our e-mail newsgroup. Egocentric thinking, returning to Mormonism, temple marriage and exclusion of family and getting set apart for a calling.

Finnish - - Story #50 of a Mormon Finnish translator and her husband is now in Finnish.

Story #75 - - She is an active participant in our online group. She writes, "In the ex-Mormon community, I found the healing that I had been seeking. I learned of the historical contradictions, twisted doctrinal thinking, and most important, I found people who felt like I did." She has started a web site on Women and Mormonism.

Story #74 - - She entitles her story "Escape from Mormonism". This young woman writes, "I still wonder, sometimes, how my life would be different had I never escaped. Only now when I ponder these things, I do not feel a pit of sadness in my heart. Instead, I feel a wave of relief.

November 1997

Story #73 - - An attorney, who is also a recent ex-Mormon, details how he removed his name from the church records. 10 pages

Story #72A - - A short story on a young woman's recent search on the Internet.

Story #72B - - A short story on life at BYU, serving a mission and recommended information to read.

Story #72C - - A woman writes about recovery 10 years after leaving Mormonism and her study of religions.

October 1997

Story #28 - - This story has been dramatically updated from its original posting. This contains some details on the Mormon church in Nazi Germany. This is now the longest story on the site. 24 pgs. Well done.

Story #22 - - The first of the 4 stories in this group was replaced with the story from a 13 year old girl. Her mother's story is #68.

Story #70 - - "God will not condemn an honest and sincere thought or question. Truth does not begin with an answer on behalf of which all questions must constantly rearrange themselves."

Story #69 A woman leaves Mormonism after 19 years of membership.

Letters from Mormons pt 3 This has been updated with some new mail. A letter from some current Mormon missionaries is interesting reading.

September 1997

Charles M. Larson versus Provo City Schools This is a highly documented press release of the clear case of discrimination against Charles Larson who is not a Mormon by this Utah school system. He was discharged because he wrote a book, "By His Own Hand Upon Papyrus", which shows Joseph Smith did not know Egyptian and that the Mormon "Book of Abraham" is a fraud.

August 1997

Story #67 added. This is a well written account of life in a Mormon family that is divided over belief and unbelief in Mormonism.

July 1997

Thinking of Joining Mormonism?

This is a well written and heavily documented tract for those "investigating" the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. This tract is a joint effort of some former Mormons.

Download version - - for off-line reading and printing.

Internet version - - tons of Internet links for documentation. Recommended reading Don't miss this.

Metallurgy in the Book of Mormon - - I have both a BS and MS in metallurgy and wrote a short piece on the absurdity of the claims of an advanced metallurgical culture in 2nd Nephi Chapter 5.

An exit letter - - This is another example of a well written letter to have your name removed from the Mormon church. This is the actual letter used by a young family.

The LDS church and China - - This professionally written article discusses Gordon B. Hinkley's admission that the church is not lead by revelation and about the church seeking for power. It is a good read and well documented. 15 pages.

Influence - - The Mormon church is an organization which survives on social proof - getting more and more converts