Posted by:
anongirl
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Date: April 14, 2014 08:07PM
I'm interested in others' 'conversion' stories, particularly in if they match up with my theory--that TSCC preys on the lonely, depressed, frustrated, searching, poor...etc., etc.
Like me! I was barely 21 when I converted and had had a hellish time in college. The hookup/drug culture there made me feel so lonely that I'd entered a deep depression--it wasn't the casual sex, per se, but the fact that I was expected to do it or not have any friends, as well as the general emptiness of it all, along with the incredible stress (I went to an Ivy and worked nearly full time all through school). The sleep deprivation and competition had just about driven me crazy and I wanted an escape. The Mormons seemed kind, genuine, actually interested in my life, and wholesome. They were always around and always accessible. For a depressed new graduate in a new city with no family around who had been searching for the "answer" for a long time--it was heaven. They talked about actual doctrine so little that I was caught up in the heady rush of having a million friends and a community all at once and baptized before I had a chance to read about it at all.
When I did--yikes.
What makes me really angry now is that I truly was aching for genuine human connection instead of constant texting/Facebook and partying and keeping up social appearances, of which I was exceedingly tired. They provided exactly the opposite. Everything was conditional and nothing they told me was true. But they could sense my weakness, and they preyed on it.