Posted by:
Raptor Jesus
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Date: May 15, 2012 10:24PM
Back story:
http://exmormon.org/phorum/read.php?2,497449,497449#msg-497449http://exmormon.org/phorum/read.php?2,499363,499363#msg-499363http://exmormon.org/phorum/read.php?2,500245,501391#msg-501391Things are on the upswing for me. While nothing is super great right now, it is much better than a week ago. I started this week off meeting with the estranged wife's lawyer.
Which is a fabulous way of starting the week off by the way. Seriously, if you just love Mondays, you really should consider meeting with another persons' lawyer before going to work Monday morning. Fantastic! Maybe you too can be yelled at by an overcompensating stranger that "This is my office and if you don't like it, you can leave!" At which point you get up and say, "I'd love to. This wasn't my idea to come here in the first place. Besides, it's not like I'm the one paying for this. Ha ha!" And then have everyone in the room suck air and go, "Will you at least stay to sign this agreement?"
But I also saw my doctor yesterday too. We discussed all the bad symptoms and he doesn't feel that messing with the meds is a good idea at this time. Everything that I was on was already finely tuned for maintenance - and psych meds and I do NOT get along. So don't mess with what can still work in the future. However, I will be seeing him weekly until I leave for Utah.
I'm still working out like a bo$$, but I did give myself all of Sunday to hobble around without going to the gym. And then I took it fairly easy on Monday as well.
I slept better Monday night. I only had a few convulsions - managable. And I haven't been drinking at all.
However, there is still something else that is really hard for me right now.
I will most likely never see my dogs again.
Somebody took them away just to hurt me; and they succeeded.