Bothering people and tracking people. I just wanted to say that because i feel guilty about it all. I did the calling because i was made to feel so guilty about not serving a mission by everybody that i wanted to prove something i guess. I was not sure the church was false at this time and did not know about the secret handshakes and passwords. So maybe one day the people i bothered will forgive me for helping that organization track them down to get their tithing and maybe everything they owned. I have never known if i am one of the good guys or one of the bad guys throughout my entire life because i have served things i should not have served.

You did it because you felt guilty and obligated. You did it not knowing the secrets about the temple. That does not make you the bad guy.

bluebutterfly Wrote:
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> You did it because you felt guilty and obligated.
> You did it not knowing the secrets about the
> temple. That does not make you the bad guy.

Feel like i was put in a tough spot where i did not know what to do and they knew how to use me very well. I was weak and vulnerable and i was taken advantage of.

Dont worry about it, Badass. I once had a hard-on for everything Mormon. I was young and naive. Then, I grew up. Hugs, man! The Boner.

BYU Boner Wrote:
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> Dont worry about it, Badass. I once had a hard-on
> for everything Mormon. I was young and naive.
> Then, I grew up. Hugs, man! The Boner.

Thanks boner. I was looking at a girl i wanted to date a few years ago on facebook but i did not want to be in that organization anymore. I could have gone through the motions and may have been married to a hottie right now but it wasn't worth it to me at the time. The religion was literally killing me.

Well, Bro, there are plenty of hotties out there with whom you can be the wonderful Badass! Be real and genuine with yourself and you’ll convey that genuineness with others.

BYU Boner Wrote:
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> Well, Bro, there are plenty of hotties out there
> with whom you can be the wonderful Badass! Be real
> and genuine with yourself and you’ll convey that
> genuineness with others.

I just want to be the wonderful badass without feeling like i have to rituals to be with a mate. The badass does not want to do rituals of any kind ever again to please somebody else. I don't want to feel like i have to submit to anything anymore.

I think what your describing is that you want a friend with benefits—commonly known as a fuck buddy. Although, I personally have no such interest (most of the time) many do. There’s probably an app for that, Badass. Just make sure you bring a condom! :)



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BYU Boner Wrote:
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> I think what your describing is that you want a
> friend with benefits—commonly known as a fuck
> buddy. Although, I personally have no such
> interest (most of the time) many do. There’s
> probably an app for that, Badass. Just make sure
> you bring a condom! :)

Maybe i do just want a frind with benefits.