Posted by:
presleynfactsrock
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Date: April 18, 2021 01:46PM
YES and YES the women do indeed have it rough and so carry the blame. Treated with this stigma, both subtly and overtly, it virtually makes them outliers in their own religion and then fills them with shame, guilt and self-loathing, plus no self-understanding or compassion which they desperately need and deserve.
My mom is an example of this....she was born in 1910, a member of the LDS church, married a man 18 years older than herself who had two daughters from his first wife who died of cancer, and then went on to have six other children. Her journey ahead, I'm sure, she would never have guessed or chosen. Alcoholism ravaged my dad while my mom's life was ravaged with co-dependency.
She was forced by her two brothers to face reality, to leave the alcoholic and attempt to survive as a single, uneducated mom. She never did the big no-no of the time, DIVORCE the man.
Also, what she did was stoically bottle-up any feelings she had about the whole situation in stone silence for the remainder of her life. She "put her shoulder to the wheel", as I think she learned in LDS Primary, pushing and pulling forward and onward, smiling very little, filled with shame, guilt, very low self-esteem and, I know, anger which she would never voice or even dare allude to.
After leaving her husband and relocating, she never even set foot into her church because, I think, she knew what her standing would be and, I also think, she could not bear the stigma.
Edited 2 time(s). Last edit at 04/18/2021 05:06PM by presleynfactsrock.