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Done & Done
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Date: May 05, 2021 11:07AM
WARNING! Much shameless self-indulgence ahead.
For the first time in 18 months I am starting to reel back in the parts of my self that have been tethered here and there waiting to become a whole again. Needed a simpler me to get through. Had to give parts of myself a time out. Now. The first time in 18 months I have been able to engage my true love whom I have continuously cut off short, rudely, abruptly, and with no hint of remorse. That would be Reading.
Done & Done's spring, here. The signs are there. 18 months of Covid. 18 months of the heaviest work schedule imaginable. 18 months of keeping so many employees safe and moneyed, and, keeping the enemy, the client, sated, fed, so spring could be sprung.
Signs of D & D's spring? Birds? Bees? Flowers? Trees?
No. A book. Hundreds of pages that I cannot put down. Millions of words finally in their proper groups. (I would tell you what it is but it is much too sophisticated for the likes of you.) Finally not thrown on the pile of half read
The book, a sure sign and not of the nail, and other recent events have made the processing center focus on control as Cold Dodger's latest thread, saturated with that very subject, has unearthed copious quantities of regret stemming from my own personal war on control. Can't stop thinking about his words. Brings up a lot of regret for me.
I wondered. Who else has traded the sick control of a BIC Extreme TBM family for some other control without realizing it?
Weren't we all raised to be Ado Annies? Weren't we all doomed by our formative years being extreme Mormons? Well, some here weren't. But the ones who were. Do you know what I mean? I know Cold Dodger does.
I just want out of the boxing ring.