Posted by:
SusieQ#1
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Date: July 07, 2018 02:17PM
It started when we were taking the so-called lessons in 1961 and I questioned Joseph Smith Jr was a prophet. I thought he was channeling dead spirits. :-)
I let that ago, and went along to get along.Met a RM, married in the temple, lived in UT (1963-67), hello-Mormon culture shock, had kids, moved to CA, kept busy, busy, busy in the multitude of callings.
Many times, I was subjected to some of the most bizarre, strange, odd, weird,some fit throwing behavior from members and leaders that I could not reconcile with the teachings. I chalked it up to: "the church is perfect the people are not." Worked for the LDS Church Education System in the Institute Program as a secretary to Institute teachers for awhile.
I was disappointed in the whole church for some time but couldn't put my finger on why, exactly. The automatic thinking scripts had done their job and I was faced with what made sense and what I had been taught to believe.
I started backing off, slowing down my participation. The Man in the Women's Restroom story (posted about that)was a catalyst and how they handled it was so bizarre, it was a good reason for staying home.
My oldest daughter was preparing for teaching a class lesson when she went on line and - bingo. She found things that started her researching which she shared with me. Then I started my research, eventually, figuring out how to get out and save my marriage and my family etc. By 2002, I had officially resigned my membership.
Life has been wonderful, since. Eventually, everyone left, or resigned completely except my husband, who remained a believer until his death Jan of 2013.
I've been writing about my Exit Process from Mormonism since about 1999, sharing many of my essays, articles on RFM.