Posted by:
azsteve
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Date: September 08, 2018 11:00AM
I grew up in a dysfunctional family with two alcaholic parents (one never-mo and one inactive). At that time, mormonism was the closest thing to normal that I could find. Neither parent encouraged me in to church activity. They allowed it. So for me, the church was the only source I could find while growing-up, to have what I thought were normal social interactions and friends. In my early adulthood, I realized that I was in a cult, and that it was full of a lot of screwed-up people, many of who were its leaders. After a series of events where I was stabbed in the back by several of them at the same time, I resigned from the church. Suddenly, I had nothing and trusted no one. I had to restart my life over in many ways, while refusing to allow mormonism or any of it's people back in to my life. I had to learn to trust and to confide in non-members. That was very difficult to do. But I did it.
The best long-term therapy has been through my job, and with the help of my significant other. I never thought I could have a long-term relationship, nor last for long at one company. I have been with her for twenty-four years now and with the same company for eighteen years now. Especially in the early years, she coached me through the corporate politics (almost daily at times) that allowed me to survive the job long enough to learn how to act like a professional.
I never thought previously that an employment situation would do anything for me theraputicly and socially, but it has. I work for a large company. The culture there promotes fairness and despite the hierarchy, equality on a personal level. Everyone addresses everyone else (even the CEO) by their first names. In eighteen years there, I have approached Human Resources for help with work-related-injustice situations only twice. Both times, they promptly fixed those problems for me. In one case where my Director was acting abusively and swore using obscene language at me in a large meeting in front of others, he suddenly announced to the same group a few days later that he would be taking the next week off (I assume without pay), a few days after I reported his actions to HR. We were in the middle of a project where he would never otherwise take time off right then. He seemed unhappy himself as he made the announcement. He knew I was the one who turned him in. There was no retaliation against me (he didn't dare). I don't always get what I want there (like huge raises and huge promotions which haven't happened yet). But the environment is healthy. Some people do things that are unfair or are disrespectful. The culture and everyone else knows the score keeps them in-line, regardless of who they are, or how high up the chain they are. Ten years ago, I decided that if they fired me tomorrow, I would leave with good feelings about both the company and it's people. For a person who left a cult (the mormon church) and took years to rebuild their life and recover from injustices, that attitude about any organization was a major step forward psychologically for me. So when you leave the church, you may find recovery in unexpected places.