Posted by:
messygoop
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Date: December 12, 2018 03:39PM
Sometimes, I'm very upset with myself for not reading the signs. Damn, I wish that I had been more observant instead of asleep at the switch. I just stumbled upon a talk that would have gotten me thinking and leaving a lot sooner. It was such a condescending talk that it really flew under the radar for 90% of the members. You see it was a BYU speech given by asshat Oaks in June 1992. Our Strengths Can Be Our Downfall
https://speeches.byu.edu/talks/dallin-h-oaks_strengths-can-become-downfall/Unfortunately, I remember exactly where I was in 1992. I was serving a mission and trying to be that petty perfect obedient missionary. I found myself at odds with the MP that created edicts: Eat Cracked Wheat, Get up an extra 30 min earlier to exercise, Do this and the Lord will bless you...blah blah blah. I had a companion that came out in tears because the MP had convinced him that he was so unworthy for convert baptisms. I'm lucky that the guy didn't commit suicide.
What a talk that counter-teaches a lot of established doctrine! At that very moment, I was doing everything to get non-members to join the church so Oaks says this: "We are commanded to love our neighbors, not to manipulate them, even for righteous purposes." Well that's exactly what I was doing and every other missionary. The missionary guide handbook is all about MANIPULATION. God, we practiced role playing for hours with the single goal of manipulating people's feelings and messing with their minds.
Oh here's a gem: "Persons who try to shift all decision making to the Lord and plead for revelation in every choice will soon find circumstances where they pray for guidance and don’t receive it." I don't know why we wasted so much time in missionary companionship prayer. Here we had our MP promising that if we were obedient and thoughtful in prayer, then we would be delivered to people waiting to hear the gospel. Stupid me for thinking that God would give me inspiration to do his will.
As a missionary, a good chunk of the morning was dedicated to the studying of the gospel. We did both individual and companionship studies. Two years, the time added up and the thought was that it would make missionaries a bit smarter. Of course Oaks said this: "Another strength Satan can exploit to seek our downfall is a strong desire to understand everything about every principle of the gospel." When I used to play hooky as a youth during SS, the leaders would tell me that I was stupid for having no desire to learn the gospel.
Oaks gives his clear conscience why he or anybody doesn't have to help the poor or needy. Oaks said "We are commanded to give to the poor. Could the fulfillment of that fundamental Christian obligation be carried to excess? I believe it can, and I believe I have seen examples of this." See you can donate a buck to charity and have clear conscience.
Oaks goes on to tell students not to be learned or educated. He rails against women choosing education over marriage and family. He warns of patriotism and following the teachings of dead prophets, yet his talk is peppered with quotes from Kimball, Lee and MRomney.
Sure wish this would have gone mainstream and not limited to BYU students. I would like to think that I would have left sooner.