Posted by:
NoToJoe
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Date: February 17, 2019 09:59AM
It's been about three years since my last post and logging into RFM this beautiful Sunday morning I don't recognize most of the names anymore.
A little about me:
I spent 35 years in the cult, BIC, RM, Temple Married.
In 2004 I discovered some 'new' information about 'prophet' Joe.
In 2005 wife and I walked out of our UT ward and never looked back.
Became newly minted black sheep of the family & pariah of the neighborhood.
Finally moved family away from Utah as 2nd class status grew tiresome.
Now 15 years later I rarely think about mormonism. I'm no longer angry...(and boy was I pissed for a really long time). My relationship with my family is slowly improving and on my terms. Neither of my children have ever heard of Joseph Smith and they complain loudly twice a year when I drag them to a local lutheran church.
I'm still very confused about God in general....I'm agnostic on my most spiritual days but I love church music and I long for the sense of community I grew up with.
It has taken 15 years but I may finally be 'recovered' from the Mormon Mind F**K (TM)
Edited 3 time(s). Last edit at 02/17/2019 10:04AM by NoToJoe.