Posted by:
babyloncansuckit
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Date: March 12, 2019 05:32PM
Maybe I’m feeling too hippie dippy today, but maybe the truth is what resonates with you. Mormonism did resonate with me. It wasn’t wrong then. Magical things happened. It’s just wrong now. I can’t ignore “little flecks of history”. The late Charles Manson might just as well have asked me to ignore little flecks of history like the Sharon Tate murder. Yeah uh, how about not.
Church leaders are doctrinally self-lobotomized boobs incapable of inspired leadership. No offense. That’s what resonates with me now.
I spent a lot of years being seriously pissed after my Mormon world was demolished by objective truth. But I didn’t understand why “bad” things happen or what they mean to me. Everything happens to teach me something, so says the heart. Learning to love these seriously messed up TBMs, more teaching. I guess if it were easy it wouldn’t be worth doing. Christ was never accepted by his own people, but instead executed. I could be in worse company.
Maybe it’s just me pretending. But life is short. Believing that God is holding it all together works for me. I’m of the Gottfried Liebniz view that whatever happens is the best thing that can possibly happen. That’s a God I can believe in, not control freak Mormon God. It’s not my fault Descartes led civilization on a 400 year romp through Cartesian Dualism. Maybe the cooking should be left to the French and the philosophy to the Germans.
So today’s Mormonism, meh. But as a freak show quite entertaining.