Date: March 15, 2019 02:02PM
I had a huge curiosity about garments as a member before I could wear them. Was it really a huge blessing to get to wear them? Would I feel any different after receiving them? I was due for my interview and classes to get ready to receive them. A limited use recommend carrying “Mormom” and I was ready to prepare the way to being a garment wearing Mormom for the rest of my life. However, I had huge hang ups with TSCC that we’re beginning to surface that I couldn’t shake. I had to know without going through the Temple what it would feel like to wear them. I’m not really sure why. I just had to know. So, I bought some from a person selling garments never worn, still sealed in their packages and took them home. They were two piece. I took them out of the package. They didn’t glow, or sparkle, or do anything freakishly odd so I put them on. I looked in the mirror. There I was in all my “mormon glory” garments and all. I didn’t really feel different. I kinda felt like I had fallen down the rabbit hole honestly. I put my clothes on over them and proceeded with my day.
Good grief. Maybe I chose the wrong fabric but I ended up with a butt rash and a constant wedgie and wrestle in the bathroom. I felt like I had gone back to the 19th century and the top made my breasts look like Madonna (the singer). At the end of the day I was ready to rip the things off. I got home from work, ripped them off, and put on a pair of yoga pants, a t-shirt, and flip-flops. I headed over to my parents house to have dinner with them. Sunglasses on my face and windows down on my way there, I felt free without them. I never told anyone I did it though. I’m not missing anything.