Posted by:
exminion
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Date: April 22, 2019 02:42PM
Yes, I know what you're talking about, bluebutterfly.
I like the way you put it: "I'm tired of friend shopping."
It would be nice, if we could establish some guidelines, on how to avoid a repeat of the Mormon experience. I'm going to check back, and see what the other posters have to say about this.
I've been out for almost 12 years, and I haven't any personal rules that work for me. People are individuals. Some of my closest acquaintances are "spiritual". Some, I honestly don't know what church they attend, if any at all. I'm no great example of being social or popular, these days. Like you, I generally avoid Mormons. Even though I left the cult quietly, my children and I were brutally harassed, and then shunned. There are some neighbors who haven't spoken to me for 12 years. Most don't even make eye contact, and walk the other way, on the sidewalks and at the stores. This hurt my feelings, at first.
One thing I learned, is that the "community support group" aspect of Mormonism was an illusion. I never relied on any Mormons for help, but most of those who did ask for help were turned down.
Mormons claim to have "intimate" friendships--they talk about underwear, they do (used to do) naked touching in secret temple rituals, they talk about sex a lot, they talk about porn and masturbation a lot, they talk about birth control, virginity, and their marriages--Hell--they even give lessons on some of that stuff. I remember talking to Mormon husbands at parties, and thinking, "How can I look this man in the eye? If he only knew the stuff his wife told me about their sex life!"
Real-world friendships, IMO, don't cross those social boundaries of "propriety." Can you imagine asking a normal person if they look at porn, or if their daughter is a virgin?
Mormons share ONLY religion as their one common interest. Real people have work friends, golf or tennis buddies, friends they have symphony tickets with, other friends they travel with, couples friends, single friends, book club friends, volunteer friends. These relationships evolve out of the common tasks at hand. Some of my best friends have been parents of my children's friends, and we would take the kids to the park, to swimming lessons, on picnics and hikes, to museums, etc. School was an extension of that. Children were the focus of our lives, rather than church.
Community? I had that in California, in our neighborhood and in the schools. We had charitable projects together, and we would get results! We made the fund-raisers FUN for everyone. We were part of a large enough group, that everyone felt accepted. I mean, the women wouldn't separate into little cliques and whisper gossip together in the corner. There wasn't competition and resentment between the races and socio-economic classes. It was ideal, and it can be done, because we did it! It did involve a greater level of acceptance, than the Mormons would have allowed. I have some great stories of forgiveness and kindness, that came out of that community.
Maybe we look for something that doesn't exist. I'm "intimate" friends with my daughters and sons, but I would NEVER talk to them about sex, or ask if they plan on having more children. I would never make them accountable for their time, or how they spend their Sundays, or with whom.
I would never drop by and ring someone's doorbell at night, unannounced! Not even my children, unless it was an extreme emergency.
There's nothing wrong with stepping back, a bit, and keeping reasonable boundaries with your new.
As for Bible study--just say, "No, thank you." Children are busy with school and homework, and playing. If you want your child to read the Bible YOU read it with her, and you can be there to answer any questions. I'm suspicious of any religion that wants to interpret, intercede, or tell your child what to think.
I like what Heidi GWOTR said.