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Date: April 24, 2019 12:30AM
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I'm not good at taking care of my diabetes in terms of sugar I know. I swore I'd never do insulin and I did. I hate needles and I never thought I could inject myself, but I do 3 or 4 times a day these days. Of all things, the doctor I was going to just gave me the insulin, needles, etc., prescriptions and didn't show me how to inject. I went to the nurse at the hospital (I can see her free as my "husband" works there). Then I swore I wouldn't test and I didn't for years. AND I swore I wouldn't do long-acting insulin and short-acting and I do.
This last doctor I have is so nice that she can get me to do anything. The best doctor I've ever had. The other ones I just wanted to rebel against.
My eyes are fine. I get them checked regularly. My feet have some neuropathy, but I can feel them. I am on gabapentin and it helps A LOT with the neuropathy in my feet and my hands. I don't know if the pain I have in my hands is all arthritis or some of it is diabetes, but I have so much pain in my hands. The gabapentin helps that. I had a DEXA scan as my doctor was worried about my bones. I had the best DEXA scan she has ever seen per her report.
Personally, I am not afraid of death. I hang around for my kids and my dogs. I'm doing better at taking care of myself, but oddly enough, GRAPES are one of the worst things I can eat. My BS was higher this afternoon than it has been in years and the thing I had was grapes. Peeps didn't cause it to go as high as grapes.
Working at Sam's Club has helped A LOT.
Actually, I know this isn't supposed to be how you control diabetes, but if I don't eat, my bs is much better. When I'm at Sam's, I usually only eat once during the day and my bs is in the 100 range with my NovoLog and Lantus. In fact, when I first started on NovoLog, my doctor's assistant messed up calling in my prescriptions at the end of December and I end up having to wait until May to not have to pay a lot towards my prescriptions. My ex's medication covers the deductible as the drug company pays the deductible for us, but it takes until May. Anyway, I only used NovoLog for 2 months and my sugars have been better than they've been in years. So now that I'm sitting on my ass again working, I need to walk more. I have given up sugar in the past and the doctor I was going to at the time was an ass and so I quit going to a doctor for a while.
Anyway, I'll never be good at not eating sugar. I have 2 siblings who have insulin-dependent, too. I've led the way, though. I'm doing better than either one of them. My A1c has always been pretty horrible. It should be better this next time even with my Peeps. No Peeps in the store now. Like I said, had grapes today. They shot the bs high. I've done much better doing the NovoLog than I do long-acting insulin. I have much better control.
I really like my new job. It doesn't pay what I used to earn doing medical transcription, but it makes me feel HUMAN again and like I am capable of doing something besides loading and unloading carts. I'm on the edge of quitting Sam's if they push one more button. I'll miss the people, but I do NOT like the job. Don't ever work for Walmart. They treat their employees like shit.
Was that long enough? Anyway, anyone can e-mail me. I know I need to do better and now that Peeps are gone, maybe I'll be able to. P.S. I can't stand blueberries, barely strawberries unless they are in a pie, blackberries, etc. Don't like the feel of blueberries and blackberries in my mouth. Raspberries are okay. I know I should be more concerned, but I'm not.
And to me, diet is definitely a 4-letter word. I was always extremely thin until I found out my ex was cheating on me. I got pretty big. I've lost a lot of it, but not back to where I'd like to be. I refuse to diet as the minute I say diet, I eat everything in sight. It is the way I have to deal with my own issues. I'm still alive and surviving after some really horrible experiences in my life and I refuse to let this stop me from doing what I want. My dad had diabetes and so did my grandmother and they never had eye problems, etc. I'm not worried. Like I said, I know I probably should be, but I'll tell you, my hand pain is my focus these days and my bursitis in my ischial tuberosity I believe it is.