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Tevai
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Date: April 30, 2019 01:25AM
I've been thinking about this since this morning, and I can't think of a single "greatest moment" because there have been a really lot of them, and on so many different levels.
There were so many occasions where I was really, authentically, "me"--and that feeling of inner integrity, which has happened on occasions throughout my life, has always been incredible.
The first time I can remember was when I was in second grade, and I realized I could make a difference in some other people's lives (there was "a situation," and I handled it), and I DID make that difference--and my Mom (who was with me) got SO ANGRY at me because no one (specifically: my teacher) had told me to do what I did. When I was doing it, I was so proud of myself....and then my Mom got so mad at me, and I've been confused by that ever since....but I never lost the memory of what it felt like to make a difference.
There were a number of perfect/"greatest" moments during the years when I went to Camp Yallani (Camp Fire Girls summer camp in the San Bernardino Mountains), when I felt totally at one with everything around me, and it was a glorious kind of transcendent feeling, when I learned that I COULD feel that way. (I had never felt like that before.)
Okay: the day when I received the letter from Archie Comic Books, when I was ten years old, which said they said they were buying my article about my Camp Fire group making diapers for Korean orphans...and the acceptance letter included a check for $25.00. That was my first article sale, and "the" beginning of my life as a professional writer. At that age I had no idea where I was going, but I knew that I was on my way. :)
[After that first sale to Archie Comics, I went to our local Woodland Hills weekly newspaper and offered to write a series of articles on the history of Woodland Hills, each of which would include mini-articles on our, still very much alive, 1920s REAL pioneers, who had come to our community back when we were a small suburb, with literal false fronts along Ventura Blvd. instead of stores. No money for my articles, of course (Woodland Hills was second-generation, but still pioneer, territory when I was growing up there), but lots of great credits I could use forever (and I did!).]
And as an adult, I have been fortunate to have had a number of "greatest moments" in my relationship life, and I feel so incredibly gifted to have been able to experience each one of them.
This is probably the most boring list of "greatest moments in life" ever written, but after reflecting on my life all of today, these really are mine, and I deeply treasure the memories of every one of them.
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 04/30/2019 01:32AM by Tevai.