Posted by:
elderolddog
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Date: June 21, 2019 01:12PM
I would like to suppose (because I have neither knowledge nor training on the matter) that blood chemistry and the effects it can have on the brain are behind 'random' suicide ideation.
I lie far away on whatever continuum this is on. I have been told that I would be a billionaire if I could bottle and sell my brain juices. If only it were that simple. But I'm probably median with regard to empathy, so I feel a degree of concern.
Here's all I can do, post a quote and then the URL:
"But for me, and I suspect for countless others like me, the threat of suicide isn't like being carried over a waterfall — it is like living in the ocean. Not as sea creatures do, native and equipped with feathery gills to dissolve oxygen for my bloodstream, but alone, with an expanse of water at all sides. Some days are unremarkable, floating under clear skies and smooth waters; other days are tumultuous storms you don’t know you’ll survive, but you’re always, always in the ocean.
"And when you live in the ocean, treading to stay afloat, you eventually get the feeling that one day, inevitably, there will be nowhere for you to go but down.
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"If it sounds like I’ve accepted my fate, resigned myself to the pull of the ocean floor, I haven’t. But if I had, it wouldn’t be for lack of trying. Outside of anecdotal evidence, scientists just don’t know a ton about passive suicidal ideation — which means they also don’t know much about how to treat it."
https://theoutline.com/post/7267/living-with-passive-suicidal-ideation?zd=1&zi=subtquxkThe Wonderment of Wondering, and best wishes to you.