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Posted by: Lafayette ( )
Date: November 16, 2019 08:05AM
We that believe are all unworthy, but why did I get singled out?

In my head there are lots of OCD from time to time. Demons. OCD that implies mean, revengeful and vicious thought. I was scapegoated as a kid. I was not "cleaner" than others. We were unequally unworthy. But I just got to take it all in my social context. Mentally abuse and later abused for speaking up. Abused for protecting myself. How could I handle it all?

It is like my brain is trained to this. It is demons. Is it all the other peoples demons.

I got aspergers and can not handle demons in the forms of feelings. I can only solve problems by book not through feelings.

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Posted by: thedesertrat1 ( )
Date: November 17, 2019 11:51AM
Re: We that believe are all unworthy, but why did I get singled out?

The reason that you got singled out was becuse you were handy and available

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