Every Sunday the best part of church, of being with Mormons, was when I flung the glass doors open and walked back out into the sunlight and warmed my aching soul they could never.
Why would you stay in a cage when the door is open?
In the greatest covenant of all, Celestial Marriage, what I built my life around, turned out to be a false promise from a nonexistent authority. I am not "blessed" for committing to (nearly) all of the covenants. They have been proven to be a curse. There is no reconciling that.
Mormonism has no transparency. If I join something I want to know what it is I'm joining. Lies are a poor substitute for transparency, unless you enjoy living a lie.