They would have killed me in the Early Church. Now they run away.


Seth: Hello, how are you Brian?
Me: I'm Pissed Off
Seth: I am sorry to hear that.
Me: Me too I'm Sorry...
Me: How long have you attended your church?
Seth: About 21 years, why do you ask?
Me: Just wanted to know, I am 28 years Old. And am Extreamly Pissed Off at my Church
Seth: Do you mind if I ask, why?
Me: I just Learned that in the begginings of my Church Leaders Killed and Castrated people in an atempt to purify there sins and to have sex with more women.
Me: they don't do it anymore (at least that I know)
Seth: What church is that?
Me: Like the Dude said on the airplane in Fight Club. A Big One
Me: Jesus Is in the Picture
Me: of there church but they don't talk about him much
Me: I am looking for God
Me: Now that I don't believe in him anymore
Me: I was brought up in this organization and can't get why Jesus Could let them survive
Me: I need Therapy, Lots of Therapy
Me: I need a Loving Never Changing God that I can count on
Me: I want to believe in a God, But just can't anymore. My whole Testimony was based on Lies and Deception.
Me: I think I was Brainwashed, If you where Brainwashed into your organization would you know?
Me: Can Jesus Smith and his teachings help me become a better person, think more clearly, or just bring me peace?
Seth: Only Jesus Christ can help you with that.
Me: I'll pray to him... Sure..
Me: Most Likely I will Join the Greek Orthodox Church
Me: Or the Scientoligist
Seth: You can also spend time reading the Book of Mormon.
Me: What is in it that so darn special?
Seth: What do you know about it?
Me: It was first published in March 1830 by Joseph Smith, Jr.
Me: From Wikipedia Critics of the Book of Mormon claim the book was fabricated by Smith[25][26][27][28][29][30] and/or portions of it were plagiarized from various works that were available to Smith, ranging from the King James Bible,[31][32] The Wonders of Nature,[33][34] View of the Hebrews,[26][27][35] to an unpublished manuscript written by Solomon Spalding.[36][37][38]
Me: What do you know of the Pearl Of Great Price?
Seth: So . . . have you actually researched it? Or did you just take the face value of what the critics make up?
Me: I read A lot. Mostly Online
Me: went to a meeting in Virgina While I was there
Me: It was Really Boring/// Hopefully not the norm (the men on the stage behind the speakers where sleeping, LOL)
Seth: Have you read the Book of Mormon by any chance?
Me: Im Afraid of Being Brainwashed again... It's Probably best to know ALL of Your Fruits before I join what some emphataccly call a "Cult"
Me: And Why should I read it, Does it give you Supernatural Powers, or something. As it is I don't believe in the Bible
Seth: Do you believe in God?
Me: Not anymore.
Me: But I REALLY Want to
Me: I mean I am Afraid of not existing anymore,
Seth: What are you doing to try and find if God is real?
Me: Speaking with people that believe God is Real, and Speaking with People that don't.
Me: And You?
Seth: Have you ever considered speaking with God?
Me: Never Taken LCD Sorry.
Me: But I have Prayed for him. Begged for him and Fasted for infomation from him
Seth: How do you expect Him to answer you?
Me: I Expect something I can count on
Seth: What have you done to seek for an answer?
Seth: I need to be leaving, but we can find answers to our prayers from reading the scriptures and following the commandments.
Me: I have Prayed to God, for Years to know the truth of these things(Including BOM). -- And aside from my own passions and biases Nothing!
Seth: Thank you for your time, bye!
The chat session has ended.