Posted by:
paintinthewin
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Date: January 23, 2011 01:28PM
Then you have to explain the racist overlay (references to whiteness or lightness in versions of the book of mormon) & caucasian leadership of the mormon church- contrasted with the hispanic/latino expression of machismo & male strength.
so then you have to explain expressions of racism in white community where white leaders run the church and latino response to it- meanwhile both bearing their testimony that 'the church is true' while they're whaling on each other taking power from one anther- explain that. Explain the system of males determining where other males will have teritory or be dominate making wards & branches around certain priesthood males in the mission zone- explain males moving into other males turf= their homes- their family- their relationship- taking power pride and machismo from them habitually (via bishops interviews of a man's wife, of his best friend from childhood, his best friend as a teen, every moment hes with any lover he faces a verbal review with a bishop, every encounter with any lover is reviewd and confessed or shamed. Then talk about the fact that the reviewer- the life controller- is often often often a white man someone who doesn't look like you- who is telling you in every way what to obey & do.)
explain the system of spanish speaking 'branches' white leaders create across california arizona etc.
explain the link of priesthood and born physical trait of being born male only- not gone to study or been trained. Explain ritual jobs of males within mormonism- Explain religious roles and routine.
Now explain Juarez Mexico and the Mexican colonies. Now explain the male role in original mormonism & the Mexican colonies. Now explain the non alpha role in polygamy. (a man explained to me while we were dating he had family in the Mexican colonies, then asked me to be his 'first' wife) (in California) fun stuff.
Now explain the idea of bisexuality in latino community not meaning a man thinks of himself as gay. Now explain the idea that being sexual with someone who is willing of whatever sex does not inherently make some latino males self label as gay,. Now explain the idea that some males do not self label in a permanent way in the Mexican American community as gay when experiencing or having experienced bisexual sex on opporutnity (which they may take again with the right person, chances and person willing) while concurrently calling themself a or self labeling as just a man. A man who isn't gay. Explain that one.
so now explain the mormon attitude of being judgemental- the all or nothing of it- God on Kolob, no Jesus in your heart, the Holg Ghost leaving when you 'break a commandment' /make a mistake- the whole gig. Explain it. Now explain the impact on self love, self acceptance, safety, ability, potential- and explain the impact of this belief system on shame.
compare these impacts on the belief system where someone can confess & be free. compare these impacts on the belief system where someone is saved by grace (we're all pigs its ok) (I guess that was just me) (change the word to pigs to human)
That, that's better now)
So mormon doctrine impacts self acceptance, shame, and it demands early formal marriage, and marriage as life style for admission to heaven. So rather than having TIME to ascertain some things, through experience and self expression, to find something out about ones self- and determine if one is for heterosexual or any marriage, in ones own time, wanting or willing to commit a life to ANY individual-
mormon kids are singing about going to the temple (ie getting married) in preschool. It goes on and on.
Good luck. Great topic. Just remember, by virtue of having been mormon one runs the risk of being critical of oneself and others, of agonizing in shades of gray rather than revelling having been raised in a black & white all or nothing life.
PS its far far more than just one course. Its a series of papers on social impact, psychological formation and formation, on curriculum narrative story formation & impact on gender development, on racial / ethnic interactions in an historic respect, finally on racial and enthic cultural impact of having ones own stories cultural traditions music & history disregarded religiously & within ones religious community, seeking racial parity religiously in white community.