I just spent 17 years on heavy tranquilizers and I am beginning to believe that I was never mentally ill at all, just set up by the mormon church all over town because I got GRACE,refused to leave my husband (who was not a member) and left "The Church".

When I say I got GRACE, the mormon church seems to think you can buy your way into heaven if you just take the menial callings they give you and do as you are told. I came off of the tranquilizers and felt immediately like I had been an abused slave.

I have no friends, the tranquilizers and society isolated me from everyone for 17 years, 3 months, and 28 days.. Now my head is clear and my husband does not want to move.

I need to make friends (even if they are only on the internet) that know what it feels like to be shunned everywhere you go.