Posted by:
Lenina
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Date: August 27, 2013 09:42PM
Over the years I've voluntarily confessed sexual sins three times, being earnestly TBM and always wanting to be clean. My experience with all three of those bishops was such that I felt respected, understood, and forgiven. The last time I did that I was 26 years old, and by then mature and comfortable enough to have a frank discussion with my Bishop.
The things I confessed to him were common things that most people seem to do these days, but I felt dirty and I wanted to feel clean again.
We had a down to earth conversation and it basically amounted to being forgiven of course, but more interestingly it was a study of natural human behaviors and freely shedding any feelings of guilt to come clean and be open & honest. Even under the oppressiveness of the church we felt comfortable to be real and human and honest as we talked.
As we talked he said that in the past he has had to confess similar things to his leaders as well, and he even told me that there was a YW leader in the stake who repented and came back to full fellowship after being a stripper at a nightclub. He acknowledged that sexual deviances are human nature and in the grand scheme of things are small, inconsequential sins.
So that's from the perspective of having gone to my bishops voluntarily.
People should NOT however be probed for information they're not willing to volunteer. That's not confession. That's sort of emotional rape.
Now my understanding of sexual "sin" has matured. There is no sin. It's just about learning what works and what doesn't work for self & partner(s).
And now I understand that there is ABSOLUTELY NO REASON TO CONFESS SEXUAL SINS TO ANYONE unless one feels the need to, and it doesn't have to be a bishop. It can be a best friend or whoever. Or the sky. Or no one at all.