Posted by:
eloher
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Date: September 18, 2010 11:55AM
Growing up with 5 siblings in CA, my family is lucky we all made it to adulthood alive. When one of my little sisters was 3,and apparently I and my older brothers were supposed to be watching her, she ate poisonous mushrooms off our front lawn. I was 9. Mom was inside nursing the youngest. My younger brother was found wandering the neighborhood naked, at 2 years old.
We moved out to the country when I was almost 10. My parents thought us older children responsible enough to basically raise the younger ones. I suffered abuse at the hands of my oldest brother, including a broken foot and ankle-he threw one of Mom's high heeled shoes at me that hit my ankle, then stomped on my foot later that night. This brother also molested one of my younger brothers with a broom handle. My brother is traumetized from the incident. This older brother, given power over 5 siblings was a tyrant and abuser. Nobody in my family has any kind of relationship with him as adults.
We did so many dangerous and stupid things in the absence of our parents. We had water fights on 2nd story roofs, we jumped off a trampoline into an above-ground pool, we shot rifles and bow-and-arrows, we made bike jumps. One brother broke his arm on the trampoline. It was bent at a disgusting angle. I had no idea where my parents were or any way to get in touch with them. At 13, I knew their neglect could get them in trouble. I didn't call 911 as I should have, out of fear. I gave my brother Advil, and we iced his arm until my parents got home...4 hours later. I have about a million horror-stories that us kids went through while my rich, professional parents were out at Amway conventions, on weekend excursions, etc.
I'm somewhat of a too diligent mother because of this. I know I'm overprotective and I worry too much about my own kids. I have a serious guilt complex, especially since I've been sick and my oldest(12), has been doing more than her fair share of watching her younger 3 siblings. Thankfully she adores her almost 3 year old brother and actually really enjoys playing with him and watching him. I have that to be thankful for.
We've only recently allowed her to start babysitting. She's been begging us to let her for over a year. We only will leave the 2 easy kids with her though. Our other daughter with ADHD is a handful and she and older Sis are like water and vinegar. We've only left her with all the kids when they were asleep. Lol. She always knows where we're going and we both have cell phones. We've never left her for more than 2 hours. This is such a contrast to my parents, who regularly left me, at 11 or 12, to care for my 3 younger sibs for entire weekends.
It's not right. Parents need to be parents. They should not rely on their older children to raise the younger ones. It happens way too much in Mormon and other large families.
My Mormon mother denies that she was absent or negligent to this day, despite at least 4 of her children confronting her about it. She honestly thinks she was the best mother she could possibly have been. My father has apologized to me, to us, for the neglect. At least he recognizes it. My step-mom is aghast at the stories we share with them about the stuff we did while they were absent. It was her, who made my father see just how wrong it all was.
TTFN,
Jenn