Posted by:
Facing Tao
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Date: February 22, 2014 05:45PM
Today someone from the local "high council" had left me a message to want to talk to me tomorrow. When DW saw the message, it reminded her what a terrible husband I am (not believing in TSCC), and set her off. Needless to say, it hasn't been a particularly pleasant afternoon. She is very stressed by the fact that she has become a "special project" in the local ward, as she probably has after the news of my disaffection (which is just discontinuation of pretending, but they of course don't know that) have spread. That's the way they operate. Of course, being a divorced woman would make her only so much more a special project. This is why I have been participating in the activities to a degree to try to lessen such stress. But it does not help, as she knows that "my heart is not in it". Yes, it's not in it, and it never will be, not much I can do about that.
It's an evil church!