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CA girl
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Date: September 23, 2010 01:47AM
The bishop who claims to be my bishop knew I had questions about the church and thought I was being prideful and stubborn to actually think instead of just praying my doubts away. So he asked...
"Is it worth losing your family for?"
This has bugged me enormously for months, not just because of the mafia-like quality of the threat but because of something more fundamental. What is the value of integrity? How much is my soul worth that I'd sacrifice myself for what I know is a lie? At what point would I knowingly raise my children to live a lie? How can someone not CARE that they are being lied to - how does it happen that fear outweighs disgust? I'm not talking about those of us who maintain a level of activity to keep marriages together with TBM, despite our disbelief. That is understandable. Regrettable that it's necessary but understandable. I'm talking about actually, mentally pushing aside your thoughts, your reasoning, your integrity because you've been made to believe that not doing so would cause you to lose your family forever. I've got a couple of OK responses if I'm ever asked this again but neither really answer it well.
How would you answer this question if someone asked it to you? "Is it worth losing your family for?"
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 09/23/2010 01:48AM by CA girl.