Posted by:
Simone Stigmata
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Date: October 20, 2010 06:33PM
I'm just wondering how many of you went on missions thinking that you would ultimately hook-up with your pre-mission sweetheart and got dumped?
How bad did it mess with your mind?
The reason I ask, is that it happened to me and a few of my friends. I went out thinking my GF would be there in the end (after all it HAD to be God's will-and I KNEW she was the one) and she wasted no time dumping me as soon as I was home.
It really messed with my mind for a long time because I associated my feelings for her with the spirit and God's will and all that. When you are gone for two years you almost create a model of the person in your head that is beyond what they really were. I couldn't believe that after giving two years of my life to God, and going to the other side of the world for him suffering heartache, homesick, etc., he would turn around and screw me over like that. It took me quite awhile to get some perspective and get over it.
I guess it did help me to realize that "the spirit" was nothing more than emotions.