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anon for this one
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Date: October 31, 2010 12:09AM
My experience was like anon's, in terms of being glad just to be unpregnant.
My situation was a little different, I was in a very bad relationship. Got a new pill, didn't wait the 7 days... got pregnant. A cliche. Being in a bad relationship with a very controlling and emotionally abusive man, I knew that this was something I had to deal with on my own. To him, everything was my fault. If he burnt the toast, it was somehow my fault. If a bulb burned out, it was my fault, and those are just the mild things. Emotionally, I could not handle a reaming for this, even though it was my fault. I did not want to have a child with him, I had been with him for 4 years and was searching for a way out, I didn't want his poison in my life forever, and he would have been a terrible father, though I didn't want a kid anyway.
I am and have always been very pro-choice, so it wasn't an ethical issue. It was early on, I somehow knew even before I was late. I have no idea how I knew. When I went in to the clinic, I had to wait a couple weeks to be able to have the surgical abortion. I could have had the medical abortion (2 pills) then, but there's a higher chance that it won't work for that than for the surgical one (though both chances are small in general). I did not want that risk! By the time I had it, I was 6 weeks. It was uncomfortable, but not painful. I worked at a call center at the time, and was able to go in for my shift that started about 3 or 4 hours after the abortion. The worst part was they inject a lidocaine type numbing agent, and that made me throw up promptly when it was over. That made me feel awful.
Emotionally, it was a little difficult. Mostly because at the time I lived in a very conservative state and had to cross MANY picketers. Also, you have to go in for a "try to talk you out of it" consultation the day before, and I had to cross the picketers then, too. That made me frustrated and feel bad about myself. Not for what I was doing, but that I would be one of those people, one of those women who had to cross the anti-abortion protesters. Also, you are there for a few hours. at one point, you have a little group session, and all the girls sobbing and being there with their boyfriends... I wasn't sobbing, I was doing what I needed to do, but I thought there was something wrong with me for not being emotional like them. I also felt very guilty for not telling my then-boyfriend, but he would have made life hell for me, though I am 100% certain that he would have wanted me to have the abortion anyway.
My advice to you is that this is her choice and it is up to you to go along with it. If she asks you what you think, tell her exactly what you prefer, if you have a preference. If you don't, tell her you don't have one.
I don't think getting married just because she's pregnant is a very good idea. If she decides to keep it, that doesn't mean your relationship has to change, you can continue to date while she's pregnant and you can be a support to her even you don't marry her. Maybe in time you two will want to because you love each other and want to spend the rest of your lives together. But getting married just because she's pregnant might not lead to a happy ending.
If she doesn't want to keep it, and has an abortion, and it's her idea and she's fine with it, chances are like me and the first anon, she'll be fine emotionally after.