Posted by:
elizacatherine91
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Date: December 13, 2010 06:49PM
I'm not an ex-mormon, so maybe this doesn't belong here....but I could really use some advice from some people who have been missionaries.
I've felt kind of alone in my church for a while now and, a few months ago, went searching for some answers. I stumbled upon mormon.org and was really fascinated by mormonism- I loved the focus on family values, morality, etc. that were parts of my own church that I loved. I decided to chat with some missionaries online- I asked a few questions and thought that would be it, but they asked to call me. I decided that it wouldn't be such a bad thing to learn more, so I agreed.
After a while, they pushed me to contact missionaries in my area to have discussions with. Again, I liked what I was learning, so I agreed. Before long, they got me in contact with a girl who goes to my college to take me to services. I haven't been yet, but all four missionaries are pushing me to go with her.
Anyways, long story short, after finding this site and reading what you all have to say (with sources I have determined to be credible), I started feeling uneasy about everything. After I came across a transcript of an endowment ceremony, I knew that I was done. None of it makes sense and so many aspects of the religion conflict with the bible- I just refused to see it because I wanted so badly to believe it was true.
So my question is, how do I successfully sever ties with the missionaries? They are so very nice, and extremely persistent. I just don't want to cut them off rudely because I know being a missionary must suck (especially in the part of the US I live in where mormons are an extreme minority). On the other hand, I don't have the time to take lessons from them when I know beyond a doubt that it's all a bizarre lie. How do I *nicely* get them to leave me alone? Thanks :)