Posted by:
CA girl
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Date: December 31, 2010 02:21AM
I woke up on New Year's Day of 2010 with this inexplicable feeling of dread. I thought it was because this was the year I was just going to have to come clean about my disbelief in Mormonism and to a large extent I have. But it went better than expected.
On the other hand, I've had unusually high number of friends and associates die this year or receive a terminal diagnosis of one kind or another. I started to list all the misfortune I've personally witnessed in 2010 but it was so depressing and so long, I deleted it. It seems like a lot of my friends have expressed a similar sentiment - that this has been a weirdly difficult, depressing year. This has nothing to do with Mormonism. It seems to be raining on all people equally.
I'm so glad there is a new year starting. Hopefully 2011 will be good for all.