Posted by:
forestpal
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Date: January 15, 2011 04:03AM
Maybe you're afraid of success.
Since you plan to enter everything on the computer anyway, there are computer programs that will find key words for you, like: The Church, testimony, temple, Joseph Smith, Satan, boredom, guilt, or whatever. It has been years, but I think Microsoft Word offers this feature.
As for your boys, I think that at some point in life, a child's own personality takes over his development, during his pre-teen and especially teen years. At this time in life, teens' peers have far more influence than their parents do. Really, outside of Utah, kids truly do think for themselves as young adults.
Maybe without your influence, your boys would have turned out worse.
This works: put a rubber band around your wrist, and if you think an upsetting thought, snap the band until it hurts, and tell yourself, "No!" If you control your thoughts, and refuse to have regrets, you ought to find a lot of humor and joy in your stories. Your anecdotes I've read on this board have been very charming and funny! This is because your stories are REAL. There must be some pathos in humor, right?
You are an excellent writer, and one of my favorite posters here! You have some profound insights to share with others! With life, and with great writing, there must be some balance. With out the shading, you would end up with something flat.
Concentrate on the outcome of your editing effort--you might end up with a great book!!!!!!!
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 01/15/2011 04:10AM by forestpal.