Posted by:
happycat
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Date: February 10, 2011 08:30PM
I have Aspergers, but it's not really a disorder. We may feel comfortable within close proximity to other people, Tend to feel edgy when people interupt our so called "space bubble". But we still have control of our choices how to respond.
As an Aspie, I have to take responsibility that I am in full command of my mind, that I must chose socially healthy ways to deal with these uncomfortable internactions. I'm currently in China now, with 1.6 Billion people stimulating my mind with ultra sensory stimulations, example, morse code conversations with car horns. (opps speak of the devil), rusty train wheels, rusty machinery that girates like some sex toy, outside voice INDOORS, my brain is a malstrom sea of Neptune's wraith (or a wave pool), of Dizziness.
But I really can't freak out, and don't expect them to conform to my minority world 1/1,600,000,000
The sad thing however is the Chiense children, adults with condition. They're not getting the help to adjust to this very noisy and freaky world. The Poliburo promises more research, but they lack the professional staff who knows about this. Mental Illness has always traditionally been on the back burner of the enlightened and spritual Chinese intellgestia. Only until serious snafus, for instance a child jumping from the roof, to enter a "World of Warcraft" Instance portal.
Or a bunch of knife weilding maniacs slicing up children, or a bunch of truck drivers driving in to children (Japan), or a School boy, shooting up a university (Cho Seung Hui), are these serious issues addressed. "Socialism is Good... very very gooddddd socialism is very very very good" (Chinese hymn).
Like With Aspergers because the world is woefully behind to help us cope with their world, and adjust to living in it, productively using our powerful minds to enrich an economy and society. And truly presistant Aspies actually do make it, like take Walt Disney. motto "Keep moving forward". Or mine a bunch of grumbling sounds, as I move forward. With poor attitude making me look like a Schmuck an unlovable asshole who does good things. That's the only quality my mom says I have. I may not have a strong mind, but I have a good heart. *fail Price of right whooop whopppp whopppp sound*.
but Aspergers has always been a blessing to me, sure it has made me the neighborhood creep among the kids, the kid who gets globs of glue on my fingers during crafts, or who sucks at video games, sports, and driving, and who has problems steering his little brother's stroller, and who's the inspiration of the silly Japanese soldier (on this Wacky WWII movie about some spies on a Japanese ship, and the soldier causes all kinds of havoc and amuckery), and the real life version of the little boy from "Up". (especially with flinging the tent down the waterfall cliff), and the disability to not censor what ever implusive thing that comes to my mind, as the vocabulary doesn't exist to stop me.....
It has given me nerdy super human powers to exist among other nerds, and be unintentionally funny because we say such weird stuff, and possess higher IQs. why my IQ is so high it's 91 instead of 90. Whoooopie Goldberg!!!!!!!1 for me.