Posted by:
searching27
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Date: July 07, 2011 01:10PM
So it has been just over two months since we lost our pregnancy. And now my friends who were all expecting are starting to have their babies or had them recently after we lost ours.
Our girls have been doing ok coping with the loss, as have we, but it is difficult to be around babies, especially baby boys. Our two youngest girls quite often, sometimes multiple times a day, will bring up the baby or losing him and they want to talk about it. This is often amplified when we are around other people with babies.
Well one of my friends had her baby boy a few weeks after we had our loss and she decided to stop by yesterday during her errands. Well she stayed for 4 hours. She has been having some post partum depression. My 3 year old kept talking about our baby and honestly the girls were a bit awkward with her baby boy. Well my friend apparently had enough of my daughter bringing it up, even though I told her I was ok with it because it is the girls' way of dealing with it, talking it out and I am ok with that, she decided which is fine to tell my daughter to basically shut up and not bring it up again.. Not the same words, but definitely the tone. I understand it is difficult for her as well to have the baby and not me. So I get it. But she could have handled it differently.
Well after she left I could tell the girls' attitudes and moods changed and bedtime was really difficult, crying, clinginess.... which is not how the girls are at all. They always put themselves to sleep.
I guess where I need advice is how often and how soon should I let the girls be around babies, etc? Or should I just base it on how well I know they are and protect them a bit longer?