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Date: November 16, 2011 06:10AM
Moism seems to be on a slow retreat in the hello family these days.
DW's temple recommend is expired, I assume cuz she may not have paid a full tithe lately.
She studies the scriptures a lot these days, and she admitted to me the other day that she can now see where some of the scriptures are from God, and some are just Joe. Wow, that's a big move for her.
She not only has forgiven me, but has also forgiven herself for her youthful indiscretions. That's a huge deal! She's suddenly much happier and less fearful in general. She seems to be losing the puritanical Mo sensual inhibitions too. And she has missed the last four Sundays at church! Still tbm, but definitely some softening taking place.
My oldest son has been taking medcan for a year now, which seems to be helping him a lot. Passing his house today, I heard the loud heavy metal he was tripping on. Church is fading from his lifestyle, he never attends any more, because he is ill too much he says. He had started to date an LDS woman from the ward, but after leading him along for months, she told him she was already engaged to another. A low blow, which may be increasing his cynicism.
My nearby tbm son in law has also recently taken to medcan for his many illnesses, mental and physical. Major softening there too.
Is this the slow burnout of Moism in our family? My other scattered kids are all tbm. I think most of them will just choose the stuff they like, and ignore the rest of the bs.
DW and I are rediscovering eternal marriage as a reality, something that has been a sore topic since my apostasy. I have taught that unless a couple feels the love, exaltation is not possible, no matter what the temple sealing says. She gets that now, so we are enjoying renewing our love each moment in the light of our permanent bond. We are trusting life and the universal being. Love conquers all!