Posted by:
matilda
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Date: February 08, 2012 05:20PM
Just had this life shaking dream.It was SO REAL. I sent my letter off almost two years ago to the stake president ans since have joined the uniting church. Anyway have never got any confirmation of my resignation. In my dream everybody I had known and loved asked me to come back. It was so real and painful. One even said LOOK WE DONT BELIEVE BUT PLEASE STAY. YOU CANT JUST FORGET.Then it was the ward clerks turn to tell me he had. not processed my resignation in 2010.I woke remembering all I have lost and ztarted this crazy dialogue. How can I find out whether my resignation was complete. Is it normal to be so manipulated IN YOUR FRIKIN DREAMS? It was such a real experience. I woke up thinking I should have stayed for my family and loved ones.