Posted by:
almostThere
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Date: March 25, 2012 01:29PM
Today I am staying home from church. It about killed me to see my sweet wife holding her pain in as she got ready to go by herself. I'm half tempted to go meet her for Sunday School, as we are assigned to teach together... Maybe I will? It just hurts so bad to make her so sad!
She's known I have had many concerns with church, and is at the point where she can hold it together pretty well if we discuss our feelings on it. This morning, I told her all about how I believe the church manipulates its members and prospective converts, and how the whole thing is a massive system for group deception. She says she sees where I am coming from, but that her experiences have been different. I have to respect that. I don't know her experiences, only mine. It's just killing me to hurt my little family.
Any thoughts or encouragement are welcome. Especially positive ones.