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Posted by: ambivalent exmo ( )
Date: April 15, 2012 06:01PM
(Language) Can this be real?

I believe that Mr. Ambivalentmo has finally had enough of the cult. I was so afraid he would waver on supporting me and "give in" to the priestcrafthood ( yes, i made up that word). But today he actually mentioned resigning. He is so angry and hurt, yet I can see the burden has been lifted, or at least eased a great deal.He also has a spark of hope and life I have not seen in years. Its so sad yet such a joyous miracle at the same time.

Can this be real?

I feel so stunted from all of the years spend under the jackboot of the Morg. Emotionally, spiritually, sexually, socially; stunted in every way. Sometimes im not really sure if this amazing happiness and hope countering the anger i am feeling is true reality.

How fucked up is that,I was so accustomed to oppression/disappointment all my life that now good things seem foreign and suspicious.

Im just overwhelmed. Is this hope and anticipation for life what people feel on a regular basis? Truly, because I have never, never experienced this. It does not feel real.

Does that sound crazy?


One last thought- thank you RFM folks, for the free therapy. If I had any $$$, id send ya'all a check :)

Rant concluded.

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Posted by: brefots ( )
Date: April 15, 2012 06:24PM
It's real.

Congrats. Enjoy it as much as you can, big emotional moments are in my experience quite rare. Feeling content or hopeful is pretty common though.

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