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Posted by: volrammos ( )
Date: April 27, 2012 06:28PM

Today I was sitting tired alone at my work watching a classic video clip (Bob Knight throwing a chair). I had about thirty minutes left of work - my boss had told me to relax and find new energy for the weekend (I will work on sunday - LOL).

Suddenly a women entered the abandoned store. I am usually very cold and formal, but this time I just said Howdy as she entered! In a very unreflective and spontaneous way. Like it was not I that said hello.

I tried to shut down the video clip in a few seconds, but I could not. Do not know why. I have shut down hundreds of you tube-clips. This one I could just not shut down. My spontaneous howdy made me very confused.

She was standing there in front of me, asking me for an advice.

I could see how my howdy had brought down a wall.

I do not know why I said it, in general I do not socialize with people.

"Howdy". That was all.

After that I could only see two wet eyes in front of me, large in size. A smile, a face that was nude.

This was a mystery.

I wonder if she will comeback?

I did not love her, there was just an universe of sparks out of nothing.

I was not afraid.

She was not afraid.

It was natural, like we known each other for some time. Ok, she blushed. i blushed.

I make business with very beautiful women every week, but this time I only saw her large eyes. That was the only beauty.

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What do you think I experienced?

This is very special.



Edited 2 time(s). Last edit at 04/27/2012 06:31PM by volrammos.

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Posted by: upsidedown ( )
Date: April 27, 2012 06:45PM

LSD flashback unless your serious.

If you are serious...and you are 14yrs old... then it is a boner that you have experienced. There will be more.

If you are serious and you are female...congratulations, your'e gay.

If you are serious and you are an old man,...you may have a few good ones left in you.

Good luck

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Posted by: volrammos ( )
Date: April 27, 2012 06:49PM

Smoked pot once.

Ha ha on the boner.

I am a male.

I am not that old. But no youth, 32.

But I have been a very sexually repressed guy.

I do not feel any shame about my short-comings.

I am one of billion of other people out there. If I would die tonight I would be gone in a second and forgotten in about a second.



Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 04/27/2012 06:49PM by volrammos.

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Posted by: Bal ( )
Date: April 27, 2012 06:59PM

It was like a meet-cute in a movie
I hope it has a happy ending

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Posted by: volrammos ( )
Date: April 27, 2012 07:02PM

I leave it to the howdy-mood to decide.

Ha ha

I hope so to.

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