Posted by:
reinventinggrace
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Date: August 18, 2012 03:41AM
Hi Folks,
I'm a guy in my 40s, left the Mo church when I was 30.
Two of my previous girlfriends had major emotional/psychological issues, the 2nd one was BPD and had me under her thumb under the threat of throwing a tantrum, this went on for 18 mos before I was finally able to negotiate a breakup. (BPD = Borderline Personality Disorder -- mood flips on a dime, use emotional manipulation to force family/friends to do stuff, throw tantrums or threaten to throw tantrums)
So, current GF, relationship is very good, except for about 2 days a month. We've been together over a year, would like to get married, but she has serious PMS issues which give me a major throwback to past relationships. Alarm bells go off in my head, read flags are waving. She herself (on the other 29 days of the month) freely admits that PMS is a major issue for her, one she's had to deal with for her entire post-pubescent life.
If she was predictably cranky, I could deal with it. But the thing that freaks me out is that her emotions turn on a dime. Tonight she was over at my place, was planning on spending the night. I gave her a nice piece of jewelry, which she liked, we split a beer, but then one of my housemates came home and three three of us started talking, and that was the end of it. After a couple minutes she walked out, then came back in to fetch me, and said I wasn't being attentive, cried a bit, packed up her stuff and went home.
So here are my two issues, I'm curious as to anyone's thoughts on them:
1) It's the "mood turns on a dime" business that freaks me out. As well as she says her mother was BPD when she was growing up. & there's a few other warning signs (basing life choices on semi-religious beliefs, criticizing an illness of mine as something I brought on myself, perfectionist tendencies). On nights like this I kinda expect it. But on occasion (maybe every 2 months) the same sort of situation crops up unexpectedly at other times.
2) There's no way in heck that I want to walk on eggshells for a significant chunk of my life. & in particular raise kids with someone who might be that way. Are these issues "standard bad PMS?" Or do they represent someone who has serious issues but is pretty good at keeping on top of them.
Since I've been in an extended miserably situation similar to this in the past, I'm concerned that I'm overreacting to typical PMS behavior.
Other than that, it's a fabulous relationship. She doesn't want to have any kids right away, so there's no particular pressure to decide whether to get hitched.
Cheers, RG