Posted by:
Alice
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Date: October 29, 2012 06:02AM
My Mormon ex-husband abandoned me and our children. He hid all our assets, including the assets from our joint real estate ventures. I hired an attorney, but it was too late. We did get minimal child support for half as long as the marriage, and I did get half the house. I was broke and jobless when he left to move in with one of his women. My father loaned me the money to hire the lawyer. I needed instant money, and the real estate market was good, so I sold real estate for a company who knew me. My children were young, and when they got older, they babysat and did yard work and paper routes. My children and I have a tremendous admiration and respect and loyalty for each other. I would rather have their love than the love of some man, any day.
We had some really rough times, but had tremendous good luck, too.
I strongly suspect that the church probably does not have much to do with your husband's bad moral behavior. He's just using that as a scapegoat. Cheaters blame everyone but themselves.
I promise you this: You could be the most beautiful, kindest, most talented, entertaining, wealthy, Mormon-y woman in the world, and your husband would still cheat on you. It is all about the cheater, not the one cheated on. I had no idea that my husband was cheating all those years--but I did know that he was narcissistic, that he didn't love me, and wasn't very interested in being a father.
If you think honestly about your life with your children, I'll bet YOU have been the one who has done everything to create a life for them. He probably just supplied the money, and nothing more. You take your children with you, and you take all the love, the morality, the integrity, and you can continue to raise your children to become good citizens. They will not be like their father, because they will lose all respect for him, without you saying a word. Children are very observant!
Just do your best. If I could do it, so can anyone else. But, you can't do it without a lawyer. If you live in Salt Lake City, you can call the Utah State Bar, and make an appointment to see an attorney for free. Volunteer attorneys meet with clients on Tuesday nights, I believe. Most likely other states have similar programs.
Your husband will cheat, no matter what you do or don't do. I suspect he used the church ploy to buy more time with you, so he could hide all his assets and prepare for the divorce. Most men don't divorce their wife until they have other arrangements in place with another woman. Dr. Phil calls this "having a soft place to land." You, on the other hand, are unprepared.
Please return and report. I'm sorry you are going through all this! It is difficult, but rewarding and sometimes fun, to raise a child without a father, and you may wish you had more help--but you will never wish you had your creepy husband back.