Posted by:
imaworkinonit
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Date: March 07, 2013 11:50AM
Okay, I'm cringing about that phrase, but I'm sure you understand what I mean.
I think you have to develop your own confidence and learn to set boundaries with others, so your daughters can see this modeled. And then you discuss problems as they come up, so they can understand what is acceptable behavior and what is not. Develop your own skills and interests, and make self-care a priority (sleep, grooming, and time for things you love). Have your OWN adventures, and invite them along. Take charge of your own life and don't let people put you down or push you around. Hopefully they'll learn by extension that THEY will also deserve these things when they grow up.
PLENTY of stuff comes up with teenage girls to teach them about what is inappropriate. They will have other girls projecting what they think your daughter thinks or wants, people getting into their business with gossip and questions that are none of their business. And then there are boys, who will want to cross all sorts of physical boundaries. They will need someone to back them up and say "No, that was not okay, and this is why."
I used to be such a doormat. Things that helped me were 1)leaving the church
2) a husband who cheered me on every time I had a confrontation with someone (because if I had a confrontation, it always meant it was way overdue). If you could have a friend or someone to encourage you, it would help.
3) I read books about boundaries and emotional abuse that taught me tools of manipulation and control, and how to respond. Google Patricia Evans if interested. There are LOTS of books on boundaries, and I think anyone who has been a Mormon needs to learn about them, because we weren't trained to HAVE them. Finally, I have talked a LOT to someone with similar issues and upbringing, and we have come to an understanding of our hangups together. If your upbringing left you feeling "self-conscious, meek and weak", you have some personal work to do.
Finally, I want to say that my oldest daughters are stronger and more self-confident than I ever was at their age. And this, in spite of the fact that they grew up in Utah Valley, and have been looked down on far too much by others. Their strength certainly didn't come from the outside.