Posted by:
notnewatthisanymore
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Date: July 02, 2013 05:06PM
Wow, too many stressors over the past few days. I need to vent to get my anxiety levels down (hooray for ptsd and chronic anxiety).
First, got my scores back for an entrance exam, and they weren't quite where I wanted them, still good enough, but it will make applications harder.
Next, got an email from a Google recruiter asking for an interview, which is awesome, but throws up some questions about what I want to do about going back to school and what kind of career I want in the end. Plus, I hear those interviews can be rough, and being the nervous person I am, I already have some anxiety about the interview.
Finally, got an email from my TBM dad, who u dropped contact with a year ago. I sent an email for fathers day telling him what is going on in my life, I mentioned my church issues to him too. In his email, he mentioned that I need to take a look at both sides of the story (like he is and like I haven't) so he is sending me some books he wants me to read. This interaction has me shaking, god I hate my ptsd, I haven't triggered in months.
Anyway, it doesn't seem so bad now that I wrote it down, I just needed to share to calm down. Thanks for reading.