I have found that the teachings of the church made me desire to check out porn more. Coupled with a sexually deviant father it made me a sex addict. Am I the only one?
You are programmed by the cult to fondle your naughty bits and hate yourself for it. That is your base programming and you need to change it.
BTW> Porn is nothing to be ashamed of. The worse addiction in the world is be addicted to another person or people. I'd bet JS had this addiction.
Too bad JS couldn't have whacked his meat to porn instead of celestially raping women. At least he wouldn't have got the clap and spread it all over Nauvoo.