Posted by:
Jooy
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Date: September 12, 2013 12:37AM
"God" did not trick you! You are a human being, subject to emotional manipulation and brainwashing. You are especially vulnerable when you are young, and you are probably a "born-in-the-covenant." You didn't have much of a chance, little one.
Congratulations for discovering the Truth! Most of us went through a hard time, when we really understood that the Mormon church is a cult, and that Joseph Smith was a con-man. A man-made cult based on money, polygamy, power, and arrogance HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH GOD OR CHRIST.
If you want to, you can pray right now, and find that God is still there. In fact, how do you know that God didn't help you find out the truth?
The first few days I found out how really horrible the Mormon cult is (my children were abused by the priesthood leaders) and I found out a few of the secrets and lies), I prayed. I decided that I would stay strong and keep my faith in God, throughout all of this. I would also continue to follow Christ, and not Joseph Smith. The Mormons were nasty to me, and it was comforting to know that they have no power from God.
Those false Mormon threats might be haunting you tonight. My bishop, home teacher, the stake president, and various male neighbors threatened me, when we resigned. They said that I would get sicker (I have a chronic illness, but I've been quite well). They said that I would fail financially, if I stopped paying tithing. (I didn't suffer in the recession, and my job brings in more than ever, plus the extra 10%.) They said that my children would fail in life, without the church. (They are happy, educated, own houses nearby, and are the finest people I know!) It took me several years to stop having nightmares about the Mormon church, and to realize that there are no such thing as "VooDoo curses" and superstition. God helped me understand that He is not that Mormon "God" who hates gays, once withheld privileges from Black people, who wants a mall built in his honor while children are sick and starving. I know you get what I'm saying. The Mormon cult is not God's work.
Hang in. Even though you will be love-bombed and shunned by the punitive Mormon people, there is Love in the world. Keep loving your husband, and keep posting on RFM. You will find a way to gently tell the Truth to your husband. You must put him first! If he remains an active Mormon, there are posters who will have good advice for you, to keep the peace between the two of you, to save your marriage.
Another thing that helped me endure the shock and the loss of friends, was the happiness I felt in my heart. My children and I rejoiced in our new life. Mormonism is a very oppressive and negative organization. Every Christian service I attended, in my search for a new church, had a sermon that was up-lifting. Even a walk out in nature was more uplifting than a Mormon meeting.
You will get through this. (((hugs)))