Yes, I wrote it, Nightingale. I don't believe, but I always wish that there was a better father than the one I had. I wish I had a father who cared for me the way I did for my son. I wish that I had had a father who shared his resources with me and didn't make me live in the garage. I wish I'd had a father who didn't beat me and belittle me. I wish I had a father who didn't call me a crybaby and a girl. I wish I had a father who didn't put a lock on the food cupboard. Who didn't send me to school hungry with empty pockets. Who didn't make me do free labor for the Mormon church on Saturdays. Who didn't hate me for becoming a doubter.
Speaking as a atheist, it was very healing to me when I came to believe that there wasn't some God up there ignoring my prayers or watching people die needlessly.
My Papa's Waltz The whiskey on your breath Could make a small boy dizzy; But I hung on like death: Such waltzing was not easy. We romped until the pans Slid from the kitchen shelf; My mother's countenance Could not unfrown itself. The hand that held my wrist Was battered on one knuckle; At every step you missed My right ear scraped a buckle. You beat time on my head With a palm caked hard by dirt, Then waltzed me off to bed Still clinging to your shirt.
It's a great poem, and interesting. If you read it with a bunch of TBMs their reaction will be that the dad is an abusive dick, because he drinks, and to most TBMs there is no such thing as a nice drunk.
I think the case can be made either way; I personally side with the nice drunk version, but both readings have value.