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presleynfactsrock
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Date: December 24, 2013 02:55AM
What I realized the first time was this was the strangest, craziest thing I had ever seen, and some things the funniest. I just kept looking at the stupid bakers' hats and the grown men wearing green EMBROIDERED girly looking aprons, attempting to stifle the laughter that wanted to gush out.
And I was getting married too, for gawd's sake, and I wanted everyone that I didn't know out of there. I mean this was supposed to be about us and people we knew and who knew us. Instead, there were all these other stupid people dressed in the same clothes as us. I truly did not realize this was how it would be. That sooo many people would be around.
I felt like I was part of a really bad and weird ward road show, and a big part of me wanted out, out, out. Out the back, front or side door--it didn't matter which or how, just show me to the goddamn door.
But, how can I leave when it is was all supposed to be so SPESUL n' everythin' and, and, you know, I had just earned this really wonderful, but uglee (and I do mean uglee) underwear that would protect me from satan's charms, oops, I mean arms.
So, I sat there really not liking any part of the ceremony, not even the wedding part. I knew I looked like the ugliest of the ugly step-sisters by the time the wedding ceremony was finally a happenin', and I hated that I had to hide my rather-lovely-heathen-wedding-dress. and I just wanted to cry and wail over these injustices. THIS WAS NOT WHAT MY WEDDING WAS SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE!!! (I use "my wedding" because my hubby-to-be had been to one of these things before and he still brought me here. I mean he KNEW. Gosh darn, he knew).
And, I can count on one hand how many times I ever returned, even though I was an active church attending moron for about eight years after.
I read or went bike riding or cleaned the bathroom or drank strichnine rather than endure thaaat again.
Edited 3 time(s). Last edit at 12/24/2013 03:24AM by presleynfactsrock.