Posted by:
caligrace
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Date: January 10, 2014 05:24PM
I've been lurking on this board for about a month now, and it has been really helpful. I stopped attending the Mormon church approximately 5 years ago, but I think perhaps I'm just beginning to process all the emotions. For whatever reason, CA girl's topic really struck a chord with me, and I wanted to respond, however the thread was closed.
For me, the hardest thing to let go of is the community and the certainty. I used to feel very safe, like the world was ordered in a particular way, and I was in the right place in it, and all was well. Now, things are not so tidy, and while that is freeing it is also sometimes scary.