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False Doctrine
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Date: August 20, 2014 04:37PM
I am the shelf has collapsed stage where in my mind if I am not Mormon then I am athiest. This is a scary stage for me.
I am still excited about being a husband, father, grandfather and the best one I can possibly be...and that is what my life is...and I am thinking when it is over that love will be gone, but I won't know it. So I grasp every loving family moment I can right now...it is all I have, nothing else matters. I am stunned though that I am in a state of mind that the end is the end. I am bewildered with thoughts.