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ExMoBandB
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Date: December 25, 2014 10:31PM
Oh, I feel your pain, Battle-Ax. Shunning hurts, because it is meant to be hurtful. Shunning is a type of ABUSE.
That said, do you really, really want to be with people who turned out to be a-holes? You are an unusual man, to want to be with your extended family. Most men pretend they have to leave early for a "previous engagement", or they retreat into the TV den to watch a game or something, or they walk around with earbuds and and text all the time. You are probably more social than most people, so you feel the loss more.
"Soft shunning?" Does that mean that the Mormon neighbors still speak to you? That they don't gossip about you? That they're not rude? The TBM's are probably nicer to you, than they are to me and my kids.
When we look back, we get nostalgic, and tend to glorify the old days. It helped me to remember the worst times, in connection with Mormon "friends." TSCC kept me way too busy accompanying and rehearsing choirs, performers, smaller singing groups, etc, and I needed that time to be with my children, shop, decorate, ski, skate, have some fun during their school vacation. I've been a single divorced mother, forever, and I had to go to couples Christmas parties, and play romantic piano music for them. I soon realized that the only reason I was invited to these parties, was because people wanted to sing Carols together, and they needed a pianist. So--I never felt the companionship you felt.
Remember the clean-up committees, folding the chairs and tables in the gym, hurrying your children out the door to meetings and activities they didn't want to go to. I remember hours and hours of baking and wrapping goodies for all the neighbors--exhausting and expensive for a single mother.
You wrote that you are 50. Church or no church, your life is changing. Young children bring a lot of socializing into our life. Children are a common bond for parental friendships. I used to volunteer at my children's schools, and sports teams. The non-Mormon friends I made there are the friends I have now. When your children get older, they don't spend as much time at home, and they just naturally don't include their parents as much. If you wait 10 years, or so, they will start including you again, and asking you to babysit for them.
Be glad you have a spouse. I got very tired of wandering around alone, most of the time, to Mormon weddings, funerals, various gift showers, and other parties. I find it a sweet relief to stay home with a good book. (Reading is one way you can make your world bigger.) The two of you are free to go to a movie of your choice, go out to dinner, do whatever activities you like, when you feel like it. You could even escape out of town, if you want. You are not at the mercy of someone else's plans.
It is much easier to make friends in California, for instance.
Who knows--so many Mormons are leaving the church--in droves--that most of your Mormon friends are probably on their way of becoming ex-Mormons, too. That happened to my cousins on my father's side of the family.