I wanted badly to beat *off* on my mission, but didn't... And the branch president wasn't involved. Unless that's what you call your "celestial rod...?"
I would sneak outside and get my priesthood outside. I also spied one companion get up out of bed completely naked and rush to the bathroom. I don't remember him going to bed naked.
Getting the Branch President to submit to a lower power was endemic in my mission. Our MP at that time in the Mexican Mission had been a very successful farmer in las Colonias and he was called to be a construction manager all over Mexico. He was probably well into his 60s when they called him to be the MP. He was salt of the earth, and not at all strong on doctrine.
I think the fact that this was his last calling in the church had a lot to do with how laid back he was. We didn't have to write to him, I don't remember being interviewed by him... Except for a guy sent home for having sex (okay, for getting caught having sex), I never heard of him discipling anyone; I never even heard of an 'emergency transfer.'
I've consistently referred to him as being cognizant that we were all volunteers, paying our own way, not slaves owned by the church, to be abused and mistreated.
Anyway, Branch Presidents were regularly and routinely beaten and our countenances beamed.
Elder Berry Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- > I agree. I lied. I was like you don't need to know > this about me. You are a stranger regardless of > being my MP. > > I've never understood how keeping your little > factory running well was a problem for the > priesthood.
Wow, I feel so stupid now. I really *didn't.* And it was really hard (no pun intended)! In hindsight, I should have ignored BKP, enjoyed myself, and lied about it. Crap.
Well, I was flirting with disaster. If I had come home dishonorably I was have been homeless. I don't know if they would send a missionary home for a intractable masturbation habit?
Sad but true. I really felt empowered for the year I abstained. I thought God had helped me.