Posted by:
Breeze
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Date: January 15, 2016 06:19AM
Great advice from Cheryl.
Every little bit of distance helps. You don't have to move away, or completely dis-own your family, though at times you may want to!
Just distance yourself for part of a day, or a few hours, during your Christmas visit. You mentioned a "trip." Do you all go back to your hometown? If so, arrange to meet up with old friends, which would give you a nice diversion. If your destination is a resort, get a massage or manicure, go on a trail ride, or whatever, alone!
Married couples don't have to do absolutely everything together, to be happy. Go out to lunch with a friend, or even by yourself. Join a gym, by yourself. Take a class. My sister-in-law did that, and often used that as her excuse to not join in with family activities. Later, we found out her "class" was watching that PBS TV show, with the artist with the fuzzy hair (I can't remember his name.)
You can gain freedom in your mind. During long prayers, testimonies, and devotionals (those sound like torture!) think about something else. Make to-do lists of what you will do when you get home, think of Christmas gifts for next year, remember cute things your children said and did, rewind your favorite book or movie in your head--or just zone out.
Instead of you and your husband giving a "devotional" (ugh, that word, again), you could have an open discussion, and let everyone blab away, with you staying quiet, or lead a Christmas carol sing-along with the whole family. Serve an elaborate refreshment that takes a lot of time to fix at the last minute. Pass out napkins, stall, cut the cake or pie, slowly add topping to each individual piece, pass out folks, put ice and water into glasses, and put them on the tray--I'm the slowest kitchen staller, ever! I also help with cleanup, and entertain the children, and everything else I can think of, to avoid talking to my TBM family members.
All of this makes you feel more like you are in charge of your own life and your own thoughts and preferences. Everything helps, a little bit.
Venting here on RFM helps a whole lot!